thePIANIST
Sunday, December 31, 2006

Today is a very very special day for me. My first ever new year celebrations... Yet i feel so objected and guilty. I had to defy my parents in order to enjoy myself myself for the first time ever in new year's eve. I talked to my parents. I argued and asked, Is that fair? taking my freedom away from me? I am 15.. No longer the little kid you have known. I grown up! I should be the one to decide on what to do, with the time that is given to me. Say default i live for 70 years. It totals to 25500 days in total of my life. If i sleep 8 hours a day, i have 2/3 of that amount, i only have about 17000 days left awake. I have wasted my past 5110 days in life being a worthless, vulgar, useless freak/monster. I have only 12000 days in fact. I would like to live a exciting life of challenges, with the guidance of god, i know i will never be lost. Instead, i will be ever ready to face future challenges. I will never be alone. He will always be by my side. And i feel that nobody should object. This is a good change in me. Why stop now? I know there is no place in this earth where god's love will not be able to reach me. This is my choice. Nobody shall stop me. This must be a work of Satan. I shall never allow this to happen to me.



10:43 AM; The Pianist'



As a deadly tornado ripped through Will County, Illinois, a young father sat cradling his infant child, born just 3 weeks before. When the fierce, howling winds finally subsided and calm had returned, the man's house was gone—and so was his baby. But according to the news report, the father found his child in a field near his house—alive and well! And so was the rest of his family.
When asked by a reporter if he was angry that he had lost everything he owned, he replied, "No, I just thank God I have my baby and my family. Some people don't have that. Nothing else is important."
Often it takes times of tragedy to remind us what really matters in life. When things are going well, we can easily get preoccupied with what we own. We become tied to so many nonessential, unimportant things. We tend to grow overly concerned about cars, houses, furniture, appliances, clothes, and countless other trappings of modern life. But when life is reduced to the essentials, as it was in the Illinois tornado, we recall again that life itself is enough reason to praise God.
Have you spent time today praising God for your life and for the people He has given you to share it with?

That's what really matters.

Prayer:

Lord, thank You for Your love for me. Thank You also for family and friends. And thank You for the gift of life itself. Help me live each day for You.

When you think of all that's good, give thanks to God

Love is not premeditated— it is spontaneous; that is, it bursts forth in extraordinary ways. There is nothing of precise certainty in Paul’s description of love. We cannot predetermine our thoughts and actions by saying, "Now I will never think any evil thoughts, and I will believe everything that Jesus would have me to believe." No, the characteristic of love is spontaneity. We don’t deliberately set the statements of Jesus before us as our standard, but when His Spirit is having His way with us, we live according to His standard without even realizing it. And when we look back, we are amazed at how unconcerned we have been over our emotions, which is the very evidence that real spontaneous love was there. The nature of everything involved in the life of God in us is only discerned when we have been through it and it is in our past.
The fountains from which love flows are in God, not in us. It is absurd to think that the love of God is naturally in our hearts, as a result of our own nature. His love is there only because it "has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit . . ."
If we try to prove to God how much we love Him, it is a sure sign that we really don’t love Him. The evidence of our love for Him is the absolute spontaneity of our love, which flows naturally from His nature within us. And when we look back, we will not be able to determine why we did certain things, but we can know that we did them according to the spontaneous nature of His love in us. The life of God exhibits itself in this spontaneous way because the fountains of His love are in the Holy Spirit.


How do you handle being rebuffed when you make your best attempts at reconciling a broken relationship?
If we've lived and loved long enough, we all know the pain of a broken relationship. We also know the joy of reconciliation when that relationship is mended. Unfortunately, loving someone well and trying to reconcile with them provides no guarantee they will welcome restoration. When someone refuses to reconcile a broken relationship, frustration, pain, and self-doubts can grow. The desire to find a way to restore the broken relationship that works intensifies.
Sadly, there is no guaranteed procedure that we can follow to assure restoration of a broken relationship. Sometimes, all we can do is grieve the loss of that relationship. And that is what Jesus modeled for us. He is the perfect example of one who unselfishly poured out His love to His creatures and offered them the opportunity for reconciliation with their Creator. However, they would have nothing to do with Him.
In one of the saddest verses in the Bible, John records in a single sentence the fact that Jesus "came to His own, and His own did not receive him"
Jesus' response to the rejection of His offer of reconciliation was a deep grief and sadness that moved Him to tears and prayer for His people. We see the Son of God's broken heart when He sits outside the walls of Jerusalem and laments: "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the one who kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to you! How often I have wanted to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing!"


One of the most frightening truths that we all must face is the fact that we cannot force someone to love us, no matter what we do. Even if we take appropriate responsibility for harm we've done to them, confess our sin against them, and ask for forgiveness, there is no assurance they will respond in kind. They can choose to remain distant.
While an unresolved relationship is deeply disturbing, one of the most freeing truths is that no one has the power to stop us from loving them. And that's all that God calls us to do, to love others the way He has loved us

We all wish there was a "next step" that would make reconciliation work out every time. Sadly, there is no such step. However, at those times when our best efforts at loving are rebuffed, we do have the opportunity to share in our Lord's sufferings, to experience His pain and His relentless longing for reconciliation

We need to guard against a false guilt that assumes we should be able to do something to "fix" every relationship -- as if it all depends on us alone. While we must take responsibility for our part in a relationship, we must not assume that we are solely responsible for the breach in the relationship. Instead of holding another person responsible for their choices, we can tend to let people off the hook and blame ourselves for "not doing enough" or "missing something" that would be the key to unlocking the relationship.
That kind of thinking is not only demoralizing but controlling and unbiblical. God never asks us to assume responsibility for others, only ourselves. That needs to be our focus.

The Truth for Jesus' Sake!
Luke 7:36-39
I’m a little tired of hearing angry Christians running around the world saying “We’ve got it right, and everyone else is wrong!” Granted, the clear teachings of God’s Word are indeed right and anything that contradicts them is wrong. But what bothers me is the extent to which we give equal standing to God’s Word and to our sometimes-twisted attitudes and opinions. I hear us talking all the time about “those people” who are causing moral decline and the politicians who are legislating God out and “do-whatever-you-want” in. We sound so long on mad and so short on mercy.
Sure, gay issues and abortion are serious problems. But behind those problems are real people who need the same Jesus that all of us needed when we came to the cross. It’s important to note that in the course of Jesus’ ministry He had more harsh words of reproof for the self-righteous religious folk than He did for the outright sinners whom He came to save. And it should be remembered that He took a big hit from the “good” people for spending time with the religious and social outcasts.
On a nightly cable news show not long ago, a TV preacher made some Bible-thumping statement about AIDS being judgment from God on the gay rights movement and that anyone who is gay doesn’t deserve to live. I was embarrassed, upset, and heartsick all at the same time. Sadly, too many people believe that’s what real Christianity is all about. But nothing could be further from the truth.
In fact, that kind of angry rhetoric does not reflect the heart and teachings of Jesus. Jesus said, “I am . . . the truth” (John 14:6), so in order for me to confidently speak like I have the truth, I need to be sure that I am in sync with Him.
When Jesus came into Jerusalem for the first time after beginning His ministry, He wept over the city’s brokenness. He spent time with sinners and told stories about God’s compassion for prodigals and prostitutes. The heart of Jesus is marked not only with clarity about sin, but is also filled with compassion—not hatred—for those who do not yet believe and understand the truth. As His followers, our hearts should be broken for those who are broken and bent by sin. That means spending a whole lot less time acting like we are the truth and getting busy about pointing people to Jesus who is the Truth. And the best way to point people to Jesus is to start living like He lived.
The apostle James wrote to believers undergoing some tough opposition, instructing them not just to hear the truth but also to do the truth (James 1:22). In other words, we need to let Truth transform us before we try to articulate it to others.
Let’s face it: Sometimes we have to show up for Jesus before we can speak up for Him. We need to show we care by reaching out and meeting the more difficult and not-so-easy-to-deal-with needs of people around us. To tutor an underprivileged kid, to care for a man dying from AIDS, to sit in silence with someone at a nursing home, to visit a widow and help her with her laundry. Maybe, just maybe, after that, we can tell them the truth about what we know to be true in Jesus.
Believe me, a heart that knows you really care might just be ready to care for the Jesus who made you care for them in the first place.
YOUR JOURNEY…
Do an attitude check. Would you rather hate those who are “big-time sinners,” or love them as Jesus did?
How can you be more sensitive to those who aren’t quite ready to receive the truth? In what ways can you begin to show the real Jesus to them?
Make a list of people you know who upset you because of their lifestyle or publicly proclaimed philosophy. Make it a point to pray for them regularly. Ask God to help you show them the love of Jesus without condoning their lifestyle.
Read through James 1. Prayerfully write down some things you could begin doing differently in your life.




9:31 AM; The Pianist'


Chapter 6: The night before the battle
Ray paces up and down the staircase, seeming to be having a careful thought. "That man have been bahaving very strangely these days... I wonder what he is up to!" Sheena asked. "I guess he's planning the formations. Do respect that man. He is the strongest of all Ashyrmirs, leader of light, Ray Erskine. He hasn't been sleeping nor eating much these days. Perhaps we will all die in todays' battle." Dakota explained. "Then we will fight and die side by side! Time is running out. Lets go get our armour before it is too late!" Sheena suggested. They arranged to meet at top of the castle walls. A man started distributing quivers of arrows and longbows. Sheena was one of the few women involved in the war of good and evil. Perhaps the only woman that does not belong to to the Mystic Order of the Shuniapeak Mountains. Armed with a normal chest plate and a secure platemail skirt, she wielded her fathers' shiny 2-handed
blade that was made by dwarven smiths of Elram. It was named, "Nimble Dragon Slayer". "Just like a true warrior of Aldania!" Dakota complimented. Since the first day they met, they have fallen in love with each other. What would be their destiny in tonights' battle?

Thirty-six hours have passed. Tower guards have noticed a wardrum in the distant fields. They have penetrated the weak defenses at Eilcibur mountain. "So they have come to it at last.. The great battle of our time. My brothers, today we shall meet them in battle. May we sacrifice ourselves for the greater good of men. Whatever happens, we shall not flee! Sons of aldania! You shall stand your ground! Now get back to your posts! FIGHT!" Jin shouted as he briefed his men.



8:54 AM; The Pianist'

Saturday, December 30, 2006

I really must give myself a pat ont he shoulder... I have walked a important step in my life. I want to tell you guys how much i have changed since i have came to know God. Its only been like 16 days yea... 17 inclusive of today. I really feel greatful to the unending, undying, unconditional love for me and everyone else. My life have totally changed... The once bossy and useless Isaac is now just a normal person which you can befriend, trust and share troubles with. I know i was a truely hated loser. I admit. Whenever i opened my mouth, a swear word was sure to come out. For god's sake. I will stop with my nonsense. He loves me so much and i shouldn't do anything against his will. For that i live for him, till my very last breath. I will take this time to thank god for the wonderful miracles he have made in my life..

Some days we awaken with aching joints and dull spirits and wonder how we can shake off our lethargy and make it through the day.
Here’s an idea: Like David, try lifting up your thanks to God. Use mind and memory to rekindle thankfulness for all God’s “benefits” . Gratefulness will lead to joy.
Thank God for His forgiveness. He “forgives all your iniquities” , and “has cast all our sins into the depths of the sea” .
Thank Him for healing your diseases . God uses infirmity and disorders to draw you more deeply into His love and care. And, one day when your Lord comes for you, He will heal all of your diseases.
Thank Him for redeeming your life from destruction . This is more than rescue from a premature death. It is redemption from death itself.
Thank Him for crowning your life “with lovingkindness and tender mercies” Thank the One who satisfies your desires . He is your satisfaction. Each day, He renews your strength and vigor. Then your spirit can rise up and soar like the eagle.
“Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits”

Father in Heaven,I know that I am a sinner and need forgiveness.
I believe that Your Son Jesus died in my place,
to pay the penalty for my sin,
and rose again for my salvation.
I want to turn from my sinful ways,
so I now ask you,
Lord Jesus,
to comeinto my life as my Savior and my Lord.
In Jesus name I pray, Amen.



11:59 PM; The Pianist'


AHH CANNOT WAIT TO GO PS NOWW!!!!! I WAANNTT TTTHHHATTT BOOOKK!!!!!! KEKE....



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MAN IM GOING TO CINE LEISURE TMR TO BUY THE DEATH NOTE BOOK I DONT CARE KEKEKEKE!!!!! i mean today lmao. AHHH FIRST NAME TO WRITE!!!!!! KEKEKEKE!!!!! all slowly guess lolx. SEE MY NEW BLOGSKIN NICE MA? KEKE



12:44 AM; The Pianist'

Friday, December 29, 2006

Omg lor today went to watch Death Note 2... Man i want to buy the book hehe. Sian how can Kira die... Then jealous and rem so sad lolx. Ryuk is a loser!!!!! heh... I want apples... lolx... Went with steph to bugis there to return books then went to IRC at city hall and play dota with her lolx. She keep dieing hehe. So fun lol... Sian sian why Kira must die... =[ Nvm today was fun lolx



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1:55 AM; The Pianist'


Chapter 5:

"Then i shall quicken my pace to the lady to inform her about this right away!" Paul suggested. "Every day hastens to Epion's defeat. If what i predicted was right, a huge demonic invasion is about to happen. A few days ago, my party of ashyrmirs discovered an orc camp. Our scouts reported about a few dosen of orc camps in the nearby premises of Sabaria. I suspect that they are headed for Epion. If that is true, they will reach the city in two days. We have to get every men and women out of here!" Dakota exclaimed. "I will inform the people about this and Dakota, i hope you will inform the other Ashyrmirs to be prepaired and Paul, hasten to Estelle!" Sheena suggests. "Right away!" Paul rode and his horse and headed to Tebaria.

It was a three-day ride to the holy place. When he almost reached his destination, the team of corrupted-frost bladers surrounded him. "Get out of my way! Else none of you shall be alive!" Paul threatened. "It would be a pleasure to shed the blood of a noble man like you! Your blood shall rust my blade!" Night Stalker, the captain laughed. "Then forgive me for being aggressive!" Paul answered. Immediately, he casted force field. The frost-bladers felt electrocuted for a second. Paul took the chance to strike at Night Stalker. "REPEL!" Night stalker casted. Paul's lunge was blocked by a magical shield Stalker has created. Unfortunately as he landed, the frost-blader, Xin blink striked at Paul and Paul had no time to react. As a result, he was fatally wounded...Night Stalker took the chance to cast the orb or corruption into Paul's heart. When Paul woke up, only to serve his new master eternally... He have forgotten his name nor any memmory. Be it sadess or happiness. Since then, Paul have turned into one of the five present Corrupted Frost Bladers of Agornodan. The frost bladers know no fear. They serve only the dark God in his quest to destroy the world...Sheena on the other hand was getting worried.

It have been 28 hours since she last seen her brother. Dakota have informed the Ashyrmirs and all of them have arrived in Epion. "We have 6 elite Ashyrmirs and 10 Ashyrmir recruits with 200 Aldanian guards and 100 Archers. This wont be enough to defeat the armies of Agornodan!" Qingyun questioned. "Yes... We cannot... But we will meet them in battle nonetheless..." Jin answers. The team nods and is eager to win the war. Positions have been made and innocent men and women have been kept safe in the underground store rooms.




1:34 AM; The Pianist'

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Sian today cannot go for Care Group... 0O my parents lock me up at home -.-... Then later ask me go with them buy vcd... So irritating la =[... Sry all zzzz



8:49 PM; The Pianist'


The seven miracles ...: [take this is a story heeh]
#1: The statue of Virgin Mary would cry BLOOD
#2: The Statue of the elephant gods would drink water
#3: The volcanoes under the sea would erupt
#4: The icebergs would melt
#5: The Planets of the solar system will be in line
#6: There will be world peace
#7: The earth splits into two.



8:11 PM; The Pianist'

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

WA LAU so many websites down... -.- I TOT MY CONNECTION GOT PROBLEM? anyone able to login to MSN? Sian sian sian... =[... Me want some entertainment... haha so sian la. Today went to buy tickets with steph for Death Note2 on Friday [29th december].. So sian friday 4 people going oni -.- ... Now so sian. All the website down... SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! Wa lau call me lei i very bored haah



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Cant stop spamming my blog with this cuties haha



1:00 AM; The Pianist'

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Father, in the name of Jesus, I confess your Word concerning healing. As I do this, I believe and say that Your Word will not return to you void, but will accomplish what it says it will. Therefore, I believe in the name of Jesus that I am healed, according to 1 Peter 2:24. It is written in Your Word that Jesus Himself took our infirmities and bore our sicknesses. Therefore, with great boldness and confidence I say on the authority of that written Word that I am redeemed from the curse of sickness, and I refuse to tolerate its symptoms.
Satan, I speak to you in the name of Jesus and say that your principalities, powers, your spirits who rule in the present darkness, and your spiritual wickedness in heavenly places are bound from operating against me in any way. I am the property of Almighty God, and I give you no place in me. I dwell in the secret place of the Most High God. I abide, remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty, whose power no foe can withstand.
Now, Father, because I reverence and worship You, I have the assurance of Your Word that the angel of the Lord encamps around about me and delivers me from every evil work. No evil shall befall me, no plague or calamity shall come near my dwelling. I confess the Word of God abides in me and delivers to me perfect soundness of mind and wholeness in body and spirit from the deepest parts of my nature in my immortal spirit even to the joints and marrow of my bones. That Word is medication and life to my flesh for the law of the Spirit of life operates in me and makes me free from the law of sin and death.
I have on the whole armor of God, and the shield of faith protects me from all the fiery darts of the wicked. Jesus is the high Priest of my confession, and I hold fast to my confession of faith in Your Word. I stand immovable and fixed in full assurance that I have health and healing now in the name of Jesus.

Prayers again haha



2:25 PM; The Pianist'


“And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.” Revelation 21:4
Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank You for all the good things You have given us. I am thankful to have work to do. Lord, may I always do excellent work at my job. Lord, give me the grace to take care of my physical body properly in the way I eat and how I exercise. Teach me how to make healthy choices regarding my food ,so that my body is healthy, as I need strength to do the things at my job, and in my home, and most of all, in the kingdom of God.? Dear Lord, may I also keep my spirit man strong by reading the Word of God daily, and spending the necessary time in prayer to commune with You, as I desire to be like the virtuous woman in Proverbs 31. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

Dear Heavenly Father,
I come to you with all my sins, burdens and addictions. Wash me in the precious blood that Jesus shed for me when He died on the cross. Break the chains of sin and of Satan in my life and family. I surrender to you and I want to be yours; spirit, soul and body, for time and eternity. I put my faith in you alone, Lord Jesus christ. You are the only begotten Son of the Living God. I believe with my heart what i now confess with my mouth: You are my savior, Lord and god. My sins are now forgiven and I have been "born-again!" Old things have passed away and I am a new creation in jesus christ I am a child of God. I believe it and I receive it in the mighty name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. AMEN.


(1.) I will Seek out a good Bible believing church and share your decision to follow Christ with the body of believers there and ask to be water baptized. This will seal my commitment to Christ.

(2.) Pray everyday. Daily ask God for His guidance and wisdom and the power to lead the overcoming Christian life. Confess your sins to Him quickly, and never fail to give Him thanks for all of His blessings to me.

We pray that God will lead you to a fellowship where you will be able to worship with others. There is great strength and power that we receive when we fellowship with each other. God made us dependant upon each other because we all have something to learn. We are the body of Christ. The Body may function without one of it's fingers but the finger cannot survive if it is severed from the rest of the Body.



1:59 PM; The Pianist'


First, the Bible says that mankind has a problem, and that problem is called sin. Sin is any action or attitude that falls short of God's perfect standard. Every one of us has the problem of sin (Romans 3:23). And the Bible teaches us that there is a consequence to sin - sin separates us from a holy God (Habakkuk 1:13). In fact, the Bible tells us that end result of sin is death (Romans 6:23) and that there is nothing that we ourselves can do to solve the problem of sin.
Second, the Bible says that there is a solution to the problem of sin, and that solution is the person of Jesus Christ (
Romans 6:23). The Bible tells us that God loved us so much that he sent Jesus, His only Son, to die in our place (John 3:16). Jesus paid the penalty of your sin so that you would not have to be forever separated from God (I John 4:10). The Bible also tells us that Jesus is the only solution for our sin problem (John 14:6).
Third, the Bible demands a decision. It is not enough to just know about Jesus Christ and His death on the cross for you. You must choose to put your trust in Christ, to receive this free gift of salvation that God offers (
John 1:12).
All of us have the problem of sin. There is only one solution to the problem - the person of Jesus Christ and His death on the cross for us. Every one of us must decide...
What will you do with Jesus Christ?

Quoted

http://www.gospelcommunications.org/christmas2006/ <=== LOL




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OOH MORE PICS!!!! Just some random stuff haha



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Please click on the link to the december 2006 posts located below "those days" to see the older posts. I think i written too much haha!



1:34 PM; The Pianist'


What a accident this Christmas... Many things have changed... Life, character, everything... But why do people always have to give me a hard time changing... I don't understand why people think that being those kind of losers are great. As for a mod, how can i prove when i cant send you the 1GB game files? Why people just have to ask and ask and ask and when i cant show, I'm said to be lying? I don't know if its me or their fault. I don't care now. All i need to know is i am going to change for the better and that nobody is going to stop me. I received the most welcoming gifts this Christmas. Friends, people whom i know i can depend on, trust and go out with. When i am down i know they will be there guiding me through the many obstacles in life. And that when i fall they will pick me up and tell me to try harder the next time. That when i am happy, i can share my joy with them and so on. This special gift i will never forget. The most wonderful gift i could get in my life! I was once the agitated,useless Isaac where people loathed me, where friends avoided me, where i wronged and nobody was there to correct me. Now i realize, i hope it isn't too late! To all friends, Cheers. To those i really really offended, i hope you accept my real sincere apologies," I am sorry!"

Regards,
Isaac



1:18 PM; The Pianist'


Evelyn you want to settle this you still want to call friends in. What is it that your not happy with? Passing my phone number ard calling ppl to spam? You seriously don't want to stop isn't it? I changed URL you still follow. I do this and that you also want to know. Now call friends and pester me? Very good. You will get your retribution i swear!!!

People i need your help. Some joker is smsing me about it again. This has to be settled. Guys. If anything happens to me, remember who started it. Don't let that person off. And i can swear i want to repent and begin again. I don't want people to interfere with my relationship with god now. I wont let anyone. I believe you guys are on my side? I hate to say this but i don't thing this small matter should be blown up even to the worst, telling friends about it or whatever. And this matter shouldn't be taken so seriously. It started with such a immatured misunderstanding. So whatever it is, i believe that it shouldn't involve any fights. And Charles, i believe you will stay out of this. We have tried so hard. We will not fight/scold again. From this moment i swear upon my life. I will not fight nor swear unnecessarily. This promsie i made shall never be broken. If i swear or anything, please remind me. And i hope that this matter would be solved fairly, discreetly. Not that i am afraid that people will hear about me like this or what so ever, but dont you guys find it unnecessasary? Enough said i guess. I hate myself... I know i will be forgiven of my sins... But i cant forgive myself for being so useless, unable to solve such a simple problem. Why God? I give you my life. Make it right please! I have given in. I worship you. I lift my hands and sing to you. Just want to be a normal person... Is that an easy request?



12:50 PM; The Pianist'


Nice song!! XD
By Lin Jun Jie (JJ)


醒着像睡
着躺着像思考
晨昏颠倒
敢情太单调
竟然是烦恼
如何是好
也许来阵风雨花谢满地黯然神伤的困
扰可以刺激那颗浑浑噩噩失去了烈火激情的大脑
吹风就感冒
淋雨就发烧
有爱就好
我不再逃
空虚日子这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围
绕终于能自在的坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧



12:50 AM; The Pianist'


Haha Elise... I realized we like brother and sister lol... Caring for each other. Yea thanks for the concern furing the chalet ^^. Angela dun care me liao haha jking. OOh ya forgot angela's monopoly haha! Thx all for support. I am free~~... Heh... All doing fine? Dont be discouraged seeing that person here. Let her look how good my life is. I dont mind at all. Some people just want to get back here and swear you see. But NO WORRIES yeh. I banned her ip so she cant post here. Since she want to read let her see how good my life is. Life has changed since i went to church. I feel enlightened and great since... ok haha i changed greatly... Still quite anti but ok ba.. Will be more outgoing as i grow. Yeh jia you!



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Miss them? lol



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Monday, December 25, 2006


OMG CENTRAL CHALET ROCKED AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! SO GOOD!!! but then that may be the last time im seeing you guys... Parents again... so sad... Nvm la i try try. ^^ AHHHHH why never go explore haha. sianded liao at home.



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Abrasion getting worse... Haha nevermind... Starting to bleed -.-... Nvm lah enjoyed myself in the chalet. So fun~ write more later~



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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Look how much i can pui in a day ^^ HEHE. Pui more later. BtW im christian now. JAJA(haha lazy backspace ^^) no more free thinker lol. BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!! NEED ANY HELP COME TO ME!!! HEHE Update tomorrow... CYALL!



4:50 PM; The Pianist'


Best Friends: (A-Z) Angela, Charles,Edwin,Elise[1] and Elise[2] haha, Fu Kang,Hong Ji, Hongming, Ikekie, Joshua, Jun Xiong, JunYan, Kok Hong,ME!! =X, Sharmaine, Stephanie, Thinn, Vivian. ^^ those whom i didnt mention please remind me in my tagbox!!! XD

Loathsome people: Evelyn Soh, Eddy Ng, Wong Mun Wai.

To all Friends: love you all forever!!! This trust i have in You should not be Taken lightly. Once im disappointed, tats it alright?



To all Enemies: Get a life! Ooops you cant read this.




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Friends, you are the only batch ever that is allowed to read this... though its not really that great. Oh well nevermind. Let me repost the whole thing. I trust nobody will spread it around? ^^

Anyways, without further a do, I present to you, a short anecdote of, The legend of Aldania.

Chapter one:The creation of AldaniaAs we humans live on earth, Aldania is just another world. Another creation of god.In fact, Aldania and earth (in the stone ages) is very much similar. There is technology, emotions, brotherhood, war, peace and religions. Billions of years ago.Where nothing ever existed except the wonderful god of aldania: Asdin.With magical powers one would never imagine, he created the first human, a goddess named Estelle. And with his remaining powers, he created the land of Aldania... Well it was hard work. Though one might think a person like God would be able to create without much sweat, but Asdin spent an aldanian year just to create the wonderful world of Aldania. The tired Asdin finally set himself on a deep sleep...Before he left, he instructed that Estelle would take care of Aldania while he was away. He never revealed when he would awake...Rumors spread around the whole of Aldania. That with Asdin in deep sleep, crimes could be committed with ease. Within a short period of two weeks, three thousand cases of crimes, this includes robbery, snatch-stealing, raping and smuggling of drugs. Estelle could not tolerate such betrayal. She set up the Aldanian Law and Order Unit. Its' purpose, was to arrest criminals and keep the land of Aldania a safe and secure place. How long will peace last? There was a sense of anarchy amongst the people... Would Estelle be able to abate the oncoming storm?Custom weapons like wooden bats and the very first pistols were used as weapons of the Aldanian police. These special units are paid to do the job. Only "qualified" people above the age of 18 was allowed to join this honorable force. The cases of crimes slowly decreased...Then, she build the castle, Epion. It is not very different from the castle we know of. She adorn the castle with cannons, fortifications and guns. Then, the castle guards were introduced. They were equipped with nightsteel helmets, armor and footgear.(nightsteel - strongest metal in Aldania) Long swords and throwing daggers as weapons, and a large nightsteel shield in the shape of a kite. This was to prepare for a huge demonic invasion she had foreseen.Scouts and spies were hired to constantly give reports on any strange happenings in Aldania. After 3 years of hard work, she finally managed to completely upgrade the castle's defenses. She then moved on to build the land of Iade...End of chapter one.

Chapter 2:
The evil god: Kachuak


Meanwhile, the evil god Kachuak began to plan to take over the land of Aldania.
He built his land, Agornodan. He summoned evil evil beasts and humans. Goblins and even bosses. One would wonder what "bosses" mean. It simly means, "warlord". One of these warlords were the deadly, Garal the Plague. This deadly commander was stronger than anyone would imagine. It will even kill his own soldiers if they would aggravate him. With a year hidden in the land of Agornodan, he readied all his troops and began his final preparation for the invasion which will cover the world in darkness. Is he decieved... or...

Spies and scouts have alreadly tracked down the land of Agornodan and Estelle was ready. Will the forces of good or evil win the battle?

Kachuak was a clever god with an aloof character. He knew Estelle would be ready. So, he planned his attack on Iade, the village with little defense.

13th Aerie (13th day of the fifth month), Kachuak launched a full invasion on Iade.
That night, thousands of innocents lost their lives and only a few survived... Estelle was furious. She could only blame herself for being careless. Kachuak was conceited over his easy victory. "Our homes destroyed, our kins killed, blood was scattered, meaningless sacrifices."

The remaining few that survived hurried for shelter at Epion castle. Though Estelle spent years upgrading the castle's defense to make sure it was truely powerful, she was not sure that she'd win the battle in Epion.

Meanwhile, Kachuak decides to send his assassin, Sasuke and his team to get information on the castles' defenses...


End of chapter 2.

Chapter 3: The Ashyrmir

What does "Ashyrmir" refer to? It simply refers to a group of the strongest elite fighters of the Alliance. They are trained by Estelle and Ray, the leader of the Ashyrmir clan. Those who join the force should not expect the training to be minor.One has to leave his own family and join the force. Reason, was to forget all kinship and focus on the training. Those who fail three tests would be disqualified from the force. Trainings last for 2 years and only people who pass all the forty tests without failing more than 2 or the final test, will be able to gain the title of "Ashyrmir soldier”. The final test, which most failed and even died trying...The final test, was to explore the wyvern caverns to find a special key to unlock a the chest that consisted of the Ashyrmir armour. Despite warnings, many tried and fell into the darkness. Many could not survive the poison of the wyverns. Only a few who gave up midway, returned blinded or crippled. Many badly wounded.Those who completed the mission had returned with deep cuts and bruises. Rocks falling upon them. The strong claws of the wyvern clawing upon their chests. It left a huge scar on each and everyone of the Ashyrmir. This explains why the flag of the Ashyrmir was painted red.Jin, Dakota, Qingyun, Corr and warchild were one of those few who survived the invasion of Iade. They took up the test of the Ashyrmir and all three of them became great Ashyrmir soldiers. They vowed to avenge the deaths of their town and bring justice upon the dark lord. Three years later, the Ashyrmir team consisted of 6 "Elite Ashyrmirs”, four apprentices and twenty recruits, out of the tens of thousands that died/failed trying. Estelle needed these true Ashyrmir soldiers to be the "Gods on the battlefield". They will go to war and even to death, for it is to protect their country, they will gladly die. Elite Ashyrmirs were given the Runic Ardic armour, which can only be made with the heart of a dragon. Every set comes with a huge price..Ashyrmir soldiers must abstain from removing their armour elsewhere, other than inside the Ashyrmir keep, which was well guarded by a powerful spell lock that can only be broken by anyone stronger than Estelle herself. Ashyrmirs are trained to be adroit of war, with their strong armor, teamwork, determination and speed; they would be able to overcome the strongest forces ever.The people of Aldania are often aghast when they see the Ashyrmir soldiers, especially the Elite soldiers. Their armor, thicker than anything ever and the Elite Armour had the heart of a dragon binded in the middle, along with a stream of fireball encircling around the soldier. Record says that the resistance of the Ashyrmir soldiers due to the trainings enabled them not to fall into an ailment. The Ashyrmirs proved to be the strongest fighters of Aldania...

End of Chapter 3


Chapter 4: The IntrusionThe Drizzling of the cold night rain had stopped, and in the calm silence of the after-rain, the deep croaking of the bullfrogs rose and ebbed, like a baby's quiet sobbing. Sheena shivered slightly on her thin rattan mat and opened her eyes.It was still dark, but in the wet moonlight outside the window she could see the shimmer of raindrops on smooth banana leaves. Propping herself up on her elbow,she looked around her. The sleeping shapes of her family, lying in mosquito nets, were still and peaceful. Nobody seemed to be awake, not even Paul, her brother. The whispery gossip of the leaves outside surrounded them all, snug inside the little thatched hut.Slowly, she closed her eyes again, and listened to the morning noises flow about her. The pulsing croaks of the bullfrogs had died down now, and given place to the fragile cries of small sparrows. The breezes of dawn, sifting through the countryside, brushed against the wooden shutters of the windows, making them creak gently. Sheena liked this part of the day best of all, when the waves of after-night twined so gently around the slow swirls of before-dawn.Somewhere in the distance, the crowing of a rooster drilled through the fluid stillness. Sheena smiled. It was now officially morning and her father would not reprimand her if she got up to wander outside.Moving quietly so that she would not disturb the others, she rolled up her own piece of thin matting. Just as she was crawling out of the mosquito net that she shared with her two sisters, she sensed movement outside. She decided to have a look.As she crept out of the old house discreetly, a poison dart flew in her direction. With her quick reaction trained in her adolescence, she caught the dart with two fingers. Without hesitation, she cast rupture on the assassin. The assassin's chest began to tear open and bleed perpetually. The assassin ran for his life, but it exacerbated the wound. He finally fell dead as he reached the bank of Epion.Sheena did not give chase. She immediately awakened her family members and instructed them to hide in the trapdoor until it was safe to come out. She ran out and discovered several dead alliance guards. Paul followed behind. "Ha ha ha. Abysmal performance. How could the priestess of the stars have cast such a weak spell on my minion. I am sure you got more!" Sasuke mocked."DISEMBER!" Sheena casted. "Death Note!" Paul casted. To their surprise, none of the spells worked on the assassin. "Haha do you think such weak spells could kill the lord of all assassins so easily? Dream on!" Sasuke laughed. "Who are you, who sent you here and what do you want." Paul asked. "I am the assassin of darkness, Lord of Ninjitsu, the deadliest servant of Lord kachuak! I am here... To kill you!" Sasuke said, proudly. "What? You sound like your applying like a job..." Sheena laughed. "You dare mock me?" Sasuke said angrily. Immediately, Sasuke went into stealth mode. "Paul, stay close and when he appears, cast exile on him! Got it?" Sheena said. Just as the assassin appeared and tried to cut Paul with his katar, the two of them cast exile in the nick of time and the Sasuke was teleported to the blood hills of the karnian wasteland. "That was close... We'd better inform the mayor before any of his minions take the lives of anymore innocents" Sheena suggested. Minutes later, Sheena and Paul had reached the hut where the mayor stayed in. In Aghast, the mayor Eric Finck and his family have been killed. Sheena screamed at the gruesome sight. Moments later, four assassins jumped in from the window. Just as they were about to finish off the defenseless Sheena, Dakota Reighner, one of the Elite Ashyrmirs managed to rush in and cut the four assassins with his blade of destruction, which was awarded to him as one of the Elite Ashyrmirs. The four assassins fell dead on the floor...Meanwhile, Sasuke retreated to the dark mountains of Agornodan, back to his master. "You FOOL! I asked you to embezzle Epion and at the same time, familiarize with the castle's defenses. I never asked you to go and FLIRT!!! Go back to your cell, reflect and i want to see you at the hallway tomorrow. You get it? Now get out of my sight you useless bum!" Kachuak shouted angrily. "How may i repay you... Warrior... I see you are one of the six Elite Ashyrmirs. What brings you to our humble city?" Sheena asked. "A week ago, i sensed the presence of a deadly assassin. I suspected that this castle would be in danger, but in spite of that, i came a little late..." Dakota sighed. "Damned assassins... Now Epion is no longer safe. We need Hunters!" Paul suggested.





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Hurry to register before i finish it.
Characters :
Estelle the star of light
Amber Swiftblade: The diciple
Mina: The Heaven Knight: Mercenary Of The Mystic Order
Jin: First Hero of Aldania: Death Gladiator of the First rank
Rachel: Priestess of the Moon: Hunter of the Night
Dakota: Hero Of Aldania: Death Knight of Aldania
Sheena: The Guardian: Mercenary Of The Mystic Order
Qingyun: Second Hero of Aldania: Death Gladiator of the second rank
Qinfeng: Princess of Iade: Fighter of Aldania
Warchild: Ashyrmir Soldier: Death Gladiator of the third rank
Avenger: Death Knight of Aldania: Death Gladiator of the fourth rank
Evan: Leader of Mega Myriad : Hunter of Aldania
Aurora: Faction Leader: Death Angel
Sachiko: Angel Of Aldania: Saint
Hp78: Ordinary Farmer: Knight of Aldania(rumours say that he also sells viagras)
Overlord Mage: Band Of Brothers: Saint
Corr: Third Hero Of Aldania: Death Gladiator of the Fifth Rank
Edwin: Fourth Hero of Aldania: Death Gladiator of the 6th Rank
Candice: Princess of Yotin: Katar Assassin of Aldania
Lightbringer Mark of Stars: Defender of Twilight
Velle and Qzoe: Dragon Slayers
Eric: Mayor of EpionSinned: The Sorcerer
Enist Alfmi:Mercenary of the mystic order
Bersilus: The Knight of the old codes
Celebi:Death Gladiator
Kazuma the Death Assassin
Sakamoto Asuka: The Assassin apprentice
Jinnai Sakyo: The last Hataldi
Stephanie Lucindill: The dainty elven mage
Kyle Sayre: The vampire slayer
EVIL:
Lord Dark Stalker: Ashyrmir Soldier: Lord Of Destruction
Death Ninja Sasuke: Assassin Of Darkness: Ninja Lord
Tiffany: Barbarian of Agornodan: Warlord And Princess Of Darkness
Dark Projection: Projection of Infernal Darkness
Dark Refraction: Retribution of Aldania: Lord of Graves
Cutthroats: Best Pets of Lord Dark Stalker: Assassins of Darkness
Night Stalker: Hunter in The Night: Assassin of Doom
Rogue: Dark Paladin Of Agornodan: Destroyer of Peace
Icy Maiden: Death Lich of the Top Rank
Dark Maiden: Death Lich of the Second Rank
Fire Maiden: Death Lich of the Third Rank
Garal The Plague: General of Darkness: Traitor of Aldania
Vargull: Lord of all Vampires: Thirst of blood
Necromancer Ubel’Huhn: Keeper of the Lair: Wizard Of Darkness
Velurok: Beast of Agornodan: General Of Darkness
The Corrupted Frost Bladers: Xin, Night Stalker, Shinn, Paul, Jade
Buboson the dark magician
The seven Elite dark Ashyrmirs of Dynolde

Details(Full names):
Estelle Isanove
Mina Amber Swiftblade
Jin Cavalet
Rachel Durstine
Dakota Reighner
Sheena Taylor
Eric Finck
Edwin Holtzer
Candice Jenner
Sakamoto Asuka
Bersilus Aerlion
Enist Alfmi
Sinned Flanders
Aurora Zadovsky
Airlias
Stephanie Lucindill
Dragon slayers:
Velle Herrold
Qzoe Visko
Agornodan:
Ray Fuhrer
Tiffany Sulyard
Garal Hoopengarner : The Plague
Velurok Knapenberger
Vargull Basinger
Buboson Mortland
Ubel' Huhn
Sasuke Vavett
The seven Elite dark Ashyrmirs of Dynolde :
Marilyn Sauter
Walis Keppel
Avalon Vanleer
Ursella Gettemy
Loreto BeckEtta
ByersDenton
BurnsCorrupted
Frost Bladers:
Xin Moonshower
Shinn Fitzgerald
Paul Taylor
Jade Draudy
Night Stalker
Ice Maiden : Blythe Vorassi
Fire Maiden : Bernadine Vorassi
Dark Maiden: Melitta Hallauner
Rogue: Raphaela Caesar



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