Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Evelyn you want to settle this you still want to call friends in. What is it that your not happy with? Passing my phone number ard calling ppl to spam? You seriously don't want to stop isn't it? I changed URL you still follow. I do this and that you also want to know. Now call friends and pester me? Very good. You will get your retribution i swear!!!
People i need your help. Some joker is smsing me about it again. This has to be settled. Guys. If anything happens to me, remember who started it. Don't let that person off. And i can swear i want to repent and begin again. I don't want people to interfere with my relationship with god now. I wont let anyone. I believe you guys are on my side? I hate to say this but i don't thing this small matter should be blown up even to the worst, telling friends about it or whatever. And this matter shouldn't be taken so seriously. It started with such a immatured misunderstanding. So whatever it is, i believe that it shouldn't involve any fights. And Charles, i believe you will stay out of this. We have tried so hard. We will not fight/scold again. From this moment i swear upon my life. I will not fight nor swear unnecessarily. This promsie i made shall never be broken. If i swear or anything, please remind me. And i hope that this matter would be solved fairly, discreetly. Not that i am afraid that people will hear about me like this or what so ever, but dont you guys find it unnecessasary? Enough said i guess. I hate myself... I know i will be forgiven of my sins... But i cant forgive myself for being so useless, unable to solve such a simple problem. Why God? I give you my life. Make it right please! I have given in. I worship you. I lift my hands and sing to you. Just want to be a normal person... Is that an easy request?
12:50 PM; The Pianist'