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Sunday, March 11, 2007

I thought that life would be of freedom, trust and that everything would be fine... I was wrong... Satan did everything he could to separate me from the Lord. I lived in my own sorrow and misery. I searched hard for the Lord to come to me, to comfort me when I was all alone, crying for injustice and unfairness. I realized that i have not fully surrendered my life... I do sin even when I think of the Lord and that I hate myself a lot for that. The more i did... The more the sorrow, the misery I had to overcome. Thanks to the service yesterday, i realized that the point is, I have not opened up my door for the Lord to enter yet! Learnt to stay focused on the Lord when he feels so... Distant...
So tired... Fell asleep during church yesterday... Went PC bunk later on... Sian ba...
Today... Nth much... Just disappointment with parents... Felt fine after talking to Jinqi...
Sian ahhh change shepherd again... New Shepherd is... YK!!!! Hah expected it... Lolx... Haven't had shepherding in 2 months i guess... Hmm... Work hard YK!!!

Have my time ended? Has it all come to an end? Stop condemning me Satan! Why! Save me oh lord... I long for the day i can worship you wholeheartedly again... Save me again... For I know i have sinned... I seek absolute power in weakness and faith in fear... Take me, flatten and mould me into whatever you want me to be oh lord... Because i know that it shall be the best sculpture any artist can ever create... I will never trade you for anything else in the world, for everything that is visible is temporial... Things that i cannot see... Is eternal... Lord... You are great... Thank you lord... For you have strengthened me again in my weakness...

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