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Thursday, May 31, 2007

All the Heavens:

Holy holy are You Lord

The whole earth is filled with Your glory

Let the nations rise to give

Honour and praise to Your name

Let Your face shine on us

And the world will know You live

All the heavens shout Your praise

Beautiful is our God

The universe will sing

Hallelujah to You our King

Whatever you may choose Dennis, you cannot deny that God have changed you and I. God is always there Dennis... Though you cant go for service... You still can praise the lord. You still, can glorify God. Why choose to run away? Why deny his existance? You experienced him, his love for you. Is it not great enough to make you want to fight to guard that love and relationship? God never forsakes us... It is us who forsakes him... Come back home Dennis... I know it is hard. Wont you do it for God? For your relationsip with him? Wont force ya.. Come back when you have the heart of worship ba. Haha wondering what im doing so late? Im still worrying myself...No mood to play or sleep or have any fun. Haha dont worry ppl im fine... Just carrying on my back too many burdens. Satan almost defeated me yeah.. He must be feeling great now. Wait till Dennis has a change of heart. What i have done, what i have said, i did my best. There's no reason to blame myself now. Like Jinqi said, God is someone one cannot be away from, the saviour of our eternity. So Dennis might come back as a stronger diciple in the future...Who knows haha... Well i guess its the first time i laughed in the past 6 hours...

Went to watch pirates of the carribean with Joshua today lol... Quite reluctant to return him his ipod hahahaha.... So anw... The show was ratehr entertaining and nice la... Haha No more worries after talking to Jinqi just now... Realized that i can talk to many ppl haha... Guess having many ex-shepherds is a good thing =D... Haha off to stone now... Update later... Cya ppl




10:15 PM; The Pianist'

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Lol boring day today haah... Actually had plans to go out... Then the stupid Hong Ji cannot go in the end... ZZZ then In the end Joshua also chickened out... ZZZ... Went out with my mum in the end... Lol went plaza singapura... Time crisis is like no kick le... 1 credit sure complete... Was like yawning and playing haha... Anw... Kena 1 health at first stage lol.. come out kena liao... then completed with 1 life... The other life was... Deliberate haha... Cuz last part le... Just anyhow play hahaha... Lol played daytona... Beginning to doubt my mum's driving licence haha... She chose automatic and hung on to the gear box haha... Then she asked me where is acceleration ... zzz.... Lol she bang here bang there... Just like she did in need for speed on XBOX... haha... Today was stupid ba lol... I WANA GO OUT TOMORROW!!!! HEEEH



9:20 PM; The Pianist'

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

God i cant put up with this anymore.. Please aid me in my darkest hour...
God be it though lies that Dennis will not be separated from you oh heavenly father... Im sick and tired of seeing my sheep suffer and die to come to church.. Why cant he legitly, happily, unworriedly come to service for just once? Looking at those who left us... Come back! The church welcomes you... No matter... What you are, who you are, what you were. Come back to us... This is home! Your family misses you... This is the place of safety... Safe from the devils... God please aid Dennis.. Please solve his misery.. The hole in his life now. Lord im willing to fast im willing to die im willing to starve im willing to pray every second of my life for him from now onwards.. Lord please have mercy on your judgement! If by lying is the only way he can come to church to enjoy the fellowship and to worship you wholeheartedly, so be it! Lord we know it's a sin, done for you and no-one else. Lord forgive my ignorance.. Please bless Dennis with all you can, that his brother will stop being so arrogant, and that he can take control of his own life from now... Lord i commit my life to you alone, and so will Dennis.. Father i really want to build your kingdom, with the shortest time possible and i put my life into building it and nothing else. I want the world to know of your love and the sacrifice you made to save us. We thank you for this eternal gift that no mortal can earn. Lord may you show us the path everlasting... Father i pray that Dennis will also be able to come down for care group for it is one of the only chances to increase bonding and friendship between our fellow care members. Lord i pray that Dennis will have the courage, to put his trust in you alone even if he walks through the valley of death. Lord i also hope that those who have left Yhope will come back to us, for this is home and the place if absolute safety, for you are with us. In Jesus name, Amen



12:18 AM; The Pianist'

Sunday, May 27, 2007

So this incident talks about others who mocks the followers of christ.
So me and Dennis were saying our grace when some classmate said what the f* we were doing. And said we were lamers. This greatly hurts me. Cant wait to invite that guy and make him see the love of god straight away. Thought of the sermon weeks ago... We are angels of peace and not operators of war.. So I decided not to ... start a war ba haha... So guys i really need your help. If i dream of a unit, i cannot dream alone... Are you all with me? Onward Gessians! On ward angels!



11:10 PM; The Pianist'


Haha blogged again!!!
Though Im a little disappointed about my results, im not dissapointed of myself! Hey so what if i fail again? This time, i did my best! No more Lanning le! Haha i guess the problem lies with how i study. Haha but take eart Isaac!!! Brace myself! The end is yet to come!
Heh so finally came back from sec 3 camp to Malaysia... Did many interesting stuff.. but sadly... no pictures to illustrate haha. So anyway, the train ride simlpy sucked haha... Long... Long... 9 hour ride with constant stoppings... Haha damn sian la.. Lol through this camp i realized that interaction was important lol. I admit i made some good new friends! Haha unknowingly forgot to say grace for one meal... lolx...
Heh went cave exploration for my frist activity... Followed behind the constantly falling Feng Jia hahaha... jking la.. It was tough trekking... Well... Got to know a new name! haha.. The caves stinked badly... Had to bathe thorougly back at the cramped chalet... Well.. Night time was cold! Woke up at 3 am cuz it was too cold lol.. had to off the fan! Lolx
Day 2...
Canopy walk, Ear cave exploration,endless trekking..., playing with water ^^
Cant remember the actual name of the last activity... But haha just playing with water and nth much ba... Ambushed Dennis from underwater... Lol! Brought that 70kg big boy off his legs and into the water lool! Achievement!!! Lolx... Haha canopy walk wasnt that fantastic except for looking whats below... ^^.. Lol and Jun Yan got leeched by a leech ^^.. A small one la.. Nth compaired to the one i experienced a long time ago...
Ear cave stinks!! But was worth it la hahaha... Got shitted on at least 3 times... Damn sad lol... Haha owe it alot to those who guided me through the harder obstacles... The difference in this cave and the ones before is, we all had to climb instead of walk... Got out... Stinking like mad ahah... Went to "PLAY WITH WATER" afterward... Consider that a bath... hahaha... Got to know Zhao Feng through the cave too lol! He tagged behind me.
Last day...
White water rafting, river crossing, Flying fox
Haha flying fox was damn scary at first, but fun haha... Though i was a little reluctant to die just like taht =p ... But i gave my trust to the karabiner in the end and lifted my feet off the ground and sent myself flying down the rope. It was great!!! hahahahaah!!! Almost landed on a few boats though... Thanks to my light weight, i could enjoy more, gliding down more slowly =p... Ardian was like.. wAste time la haha... Refused to go even when the whole group cheered for him... Went with Edwin lim int he end lol... They both weight add up together is like... 180 kg? ouch haha.a... They both almost touched the water beneath... Lolx... Water confidence was more fun than rafting lol... For rafting, I can say only me and Jun Yan were REALLY paddeling... York Quan and mansred was like... haiz nvm lol...
Train ride was 9 hours... Reached tp station at 2 pm...ZZZ .....
Overall was fun la...
One thing i have to say...
I cant stand York Quan. One remark is enough. Heard from Dennis that he dosent like him either... Oh well... I just hope he can reflect a little. Since we are classmates, there is no need to spit on others like this. Well a simple thing like not willing to sacrifice a card in a game of cards, he has so many things to say about it. Well, he himself has it and hes not even willing to sacrifice it. Has he got rights to tell me what to do? What a loser la. Anw pls tag ^^



10:24 PM; The Pianist'

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Lol bought 2 rings today la like $16 lol... jacked a dollar... Haha... More importantly... let me share with you my experience today...
I met God!!! Haha tell me im crazy! God is real! God is loving! God transforms!!!
So as i was worshipping, my heart was filled with the passion and desire for God's presence. And the bible says that if you seek God with all your heart, you will find him. I did... I can testify and I am his witness. For you devils and demons and the plans you have made to mock Christ and to mock the church, i will not let you off. Nothing is against me, for God will be with me. God spoke to me about my future. Of his plans for me. He gave me a vision of the first GESS caregroup, as a stepping stone to what is ahead. I shall carry out his plan, to win the youths today. =P. For more details, you can ask me about it on msn...

Haha so i went to arcade today again.. accidentally took YK's card home lolx... So anw... I completed with a credit, Time crisis again... lolx... Posting more tmr!
Thank God for his blessing and for his presence.



9:29 PM; The Pianist'

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Haha went for both services today!!! Met Joel's parents and i can see YK is very shy and stressed =p... Guess i have alot to write? Went for SEED too! Haha so enthu abt project star haha. Haha got into top score 14th place in dohby ghaut arcade!!!!! SAY GRATZ ISAAC!!! hahahaha

Anw here is one of the sermons:


Four Kinds of heart Conditions
(Matthew 13:3-8)
1. A hardened heart (v4)
(Matthew 13:19)
One may be able to understand the bible after processing it in his mind, but not in his heart. God is the source of life. A hardened heart, a heart that refuses to listen to god, leads to self-destruction, as we cannot hear what god has to say. Our hearts will go astray. (Jeremiah 23:29)
The word of God is like a hammer and a fire that softens our hearts, even the hardest ones... We have to make a redical change!

2. A shallow Heart
(Matthew 13:20-21)
Excitement alone is not enough. Christianity is not about a bed of roses and instead, we need debts and burdens to help strengthen us! Keep our promises to God as he keep his! A shallow heart cannot stand firm on the word, promises and excitement. It is like a rocky path where the seed is scattered, which cannot grow consistantly!
--> Build on the word
(Luke 6:48-49)
Do i have a good foundation? It helps build on the word of God!

3. A divided heart (v7)
People who sincerely loves God but also the world. People who sits on a fence WILL fall. Do not love the world. It is a dangerous condition as it is not obvious and no servant can serve 2 masters! Do NOT serve the world! Who am i living for??? Myself? God? Fame? Waealth? We do not have to hide from the world, but live it AND hide from the influences of the world! What really matters?! We have ONE LIFE to live.
..> Value eternal things
(Matthew 13:44-46)
Give up everything you have for God! Give them up Joyfully, as things of the world are just tools!

4: A responsive heart (v8)
A responsive heart will grow the seed well. Hear and understand. The "Heroes" in the bible all have responsive hearts. Choose to obey god and he will use you powerfully, to do great things. All of us have major flaws, but as long as we have responsive hearts, God will use us to do great things.
(Matthew 7:13-14)




11:44 PM; The Pianist'

Friday, May 11, 2007

Lolzz Chem test today.. next monday still got biology... Haha went seoul garden today... And naomi still owes me $$ XD.... Haha anw Vinod's bdae today... Haha and there we went to the anti-vegetarian place... Laughed like mad la... Lol then dennis ate like 6 bowls of ice cream... --.-- Haha anw watched spiderman 3 later... Haha was ok to me la... Quite nice heh... Still thinking of getting another ring ahha... Bo luee liao lolx... Hope dennis can go for service tmr anw! Ahha posting soon!



9:47 PM; The Pianist'

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Haha had A maths paper today.. Screwed, screwed, screwed... 0% chance of passing haha... Skipped so many questions la haha. Went dennis's house today for some shepherding haha... Played dynasty warriors and GTA... Got bored and decided to teach him some stuff instead haha... Gotta study man!!!! Tomorrow Chemistry and Geography... Stress haha...

Well... Still worried for Dennis.... About the future, about what is to take place... What i only know is that God will not forsake him. Talked to him about evaxing... or however u spell it haha... And of bringing others to know christ. Can tell that hes still a little... Not used to it ba haha... Well... He'll grow soon ahha. Blogging tmr!!! haha so tired i gotta rest then study man! Cya guys and good luck to those who still have exams!!!



7:10 PM; The Pianist'

Friday, May 4, 2007


Ahh flung my Biology paper2 today haha...
Finished CLB in 10 minutes... believe me... its that easy.... Haha went shepherding with mark and YK of course... haha... Walked around... walked to taka... Saw this portable tree... lol!


And here i present to you, the portable tree!!


Went home and checked my phone gallery... Accidentally took a picure of myself while sleeping on the bus!!! zzzzzz

Lol this advertisement is lame... $50 just for a free brownie... hahahaha...





Haha shepherding was fun ba... had alot of quality time together heh... Blogging tmr!!! stay tuned!!!



11:11 PM; The Pianist'

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Wah sian lol today got English and Elementary Maths exam... diaoz lor English paper 2... Song Wei halfway come... he do so fast la... I used up almost all the time... Rewrote like 2 times? zzz lol... Keep writing wrongly... Haha had to keep reminding myself... WRITE ON SEPARATE SHEETS!!!! zzzzzzz.... Haha anw EM was so... Stress.... Haha quite... Bad to me... cuz i sucked the most at the topic that was mostly tested ... Haha nvm la... somehow remembered some fomulas!!! Praise God! haha went Dennis house after that... Played PS2... Lol quite crappy la we played GTA san andreas and Dynasty warriors 5... Haha fun day... Haiz tmr bio + clb paper... CLB no stress... bio sure fail la... sian sian sian haha... I go study Bio le!!! haha update some other time!



9:07 PM; The Pianist'

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

1 may 2007!
Haha didnt blog ytd... Lol labour day was haha interesting... Only me YK and Dan turned up for cg lol... When i reached, i asked Yk ,"where's the rest?" Guess what? He pointed to dan and himself, "There... the rest..." I was so.... diaozed... 3 man cg hahaha.... Went to cathay adidas shop play free game. Lol! it was so fun there, though the xbox was spoilt... ahhaha buht the soccer thing was fun hahaa... So we went back to PS and they prayed for my exams outside PC bunk... Haha one bunch of punks were laughing at us... Lol... anw... I dont feel ashamed at all! So what man? You cant blame a man for being holy haha! Well... My class thinks im kinda wierd haha. All right ba... Getting used to it. Haha so ended the day with time crisis!!!!>... 2..... Haha totally suck at it... Lol...
Today!!!!!
Haha lessons are interesting with ikekie hahahaha! Soo full of nonsense la! Haha took the chem textbook and told us a stupid story... Haha the way he linked... Superb... Chinese teacher... Same la... Despice me only. She thinks CLB is useless? I bet im better than her in alot of other things and i have gifts she definitely dont have. Useless freak... China dog la... go back to china and never come back! Stupid! Haha played cards after school... Damn sian la... Melissa threw the cards around and expected me to pick them up for her. Haiz... Later ikekie hong Ji and Vinod offered to help me... So glad... haha! What a blessing!!! Haha though library was closed... Had CLB!!! got my oral exams today... Stress lo.. The words even for CLB so hard for me =X... Haha anw... went soccer with Joshua Hong Ji and Jun Yan after their Lit... So glad i didnt take lit hahaha... Sian keep getting shot in the(Matured content **** skip to next line if you dont wana see something u dont wana see =X) ..............groin... Hurts ouch..... Lol had tuition after that... So damn tired!!!!! Haha then mel smsed me an apology... Haha so surprised... Lol didnt take it to heart anw... Lol k la... Mel's abit... bossy and all haha... But shes ok =D... Haha talking to dennis now!!! Now 10:26 liao!!! so sian.... haha still studying!!! Signing off!!! Next time folks!!!



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