Thursday, June 28, 2007
lessons were okay toda... Wong idnt come... Toh took over the class... IM SURE SHES BIASED AGAINST ME!. First day stare at me like i dont deserve her respect. Today tell me to tuck in my fully tucked in shirt. What the shit. Never even look call me tuck in. Like whats her problem lo. I dont even know her....
Sian la then today dio sore eyes... Tmr sure cannot go sch de lor.. alamak!
Father in heaven, hear my cries of pain and of prayer... God im sorry for whatever i have done wrong and lord i pray that you will have mercy on your judgement and at least allow me to go to service on saturday normally. Lord i pray all this in jesus's name, Amen
Used the 2 free periods to shepherd dennis... Sian la... Ikekie say he will kena public canning cuz he turn on the air con... Sounds stupid right? But ya la... A few cents only want to cane people.. later announce. KENA CANE BECAUSE ON AIR-CON... Geez Derek Tan is a total loser. Like try to be the boss ard till Mui zao then he take over. Useless la.
Can tell Mui not bad de... Derek is the one... Haiz new geog teacher seems quite good leh haha... He got the same name as me. MR ISAAC PHOON =D... Haha tts not the point ba.. The point is that his voice is good loud and clear and maybe i wont fall asleep again.. =D... Got new SS teacher also.. Some female named Miss Tan... Lol... Ok la... Look quite DAO... Nvm i shant complain cuz i look more Dao... But ya la haha...
Went tiong to evax with Joshua Jiao YK and Joshua Chen. Dint get much fruits out of it la... Only 3..zzz ok la.. Got one from my school... Scouts de.. ZZZ... Ok loh haha ill just work on that ba hehe... Sian i wan go rest le lol... Cya guys...
Sian la then today dio sore eyes... Tmr sure cannot go sch de lor.. alamak!
Father in heaven, hear my cries of pain and of prayer... God im sorry for whatever i have done wrong and lord i pray that you will have mercy on your judgement and at least allow me to go to service on saturday normally. Lord i pray all this in jesus's name, Amen
Used the 2 free periods to shepherd dennis... Sian la... Ikekie say he will kena public canning cuz he turn on the air con... Sounds stupid right? But ya la... A few cents only want to cane people.. later announce. KENA CANE BECAUSE ON AIR-CON... Geez Derek Tan is a total loser. Like try to be the boss ard till Mui zao then he take over. Useless la.
Can tell Mui not bad de... Derek is the one... Haiz new geog teacher seems quite good leh haha... He got the same name as me. MR ISAAC PHOON =D... Haha tts not the point ba.. The point is that his voice is good loud and clear and maybe i wont fall asleep again.. =D... Got new SS teacher also.. Some female named Miss Tan... Lol... Ok la... Look quite DAO... Nvm i shant complain cuz i look more Dao... But ya la haha...
Went tiong to evax with Joshua Jiao YK and Joshua Chen. Dint get much fruits out of it la... Only 3..zzz ok la.. Got one from my school... Scouts de.. ZZZ... Ok loh haha ill just work on that ba hehe... Sian i wan go rest le lol... Cya guys...
10:22 PM; The Pianist'
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Guess I havent been updating in a while... Well let me start with whinning and the bad stuff.
1. Parents are being idiotic, unreasonable, dishonourable
2. Mrs Tan sux and im certain
3. Mr wong sux
4. School just sux
1. Parents are intefereing with everything and anything they want to in my life. What rights do they have? They disowned me these years. I survived on my income so low i cant even buy a peanut with it. Tuition, Piano? Im giving them up already. Waste of money since they refuse to pay for me. Fine with me. What rights do they have to intefere in my school work then. Having NOT to see me doing my homework during the holidays dosen't mean i dont do it right? Haiz.. Dishonouring their son in front of others. Would you do that? Saying how bad i am in front of all her friends. Geez..
2. Mrs Tan isnt a bad teacher but her teaching method just SUX. We aint the ones wasting the time. Its always the teacher who chooses to waste time. Why cant they just NOT care about people who misbehave or talk and just conduct the damn lesson. Great and the new Chem teacher aint teaching my group. Mr Wong is making us fail chem alright? Anw that new teacher seems not to be very well equipped with core values. Imagine someone who dosent even know your name staring at you because your finished with copying whatever she asked us to copy. Firstly, Where is the respect. She looked at me as if i were a gangster or what. Mrs Tan called my parents today. And great i got a scolding for nothing. Cant she just stop whinning and start winning. Call call call. CALL ALL SHE WANT.
Seriously la. My parents are starting to whine again. Curse you Mrs Tan. Go burn in hell.
3.Mr Wong is taking group B chem! WTH... Once he talks I bet ill fall asleep.
4.Overall, Change of seats, everything just sux for me. School is a lousy place ESP in GESS.. The legacy lives on. GESS contains unreasonable, selfish, useless teachers.
What about the "Good things"? Maybe not so good either..
1. Growing in God
2. Being a Blessing because of God's blessing
1. Well.. Its certain im growing in God already. Dont want this to last... God give me strength and Faith... Im getting all those challenges sometimes i wished they had never come to me.. But come to think of it, 0% experience = nothing gained. Maybe God afflicts me in hope that ill be a teaching to the world?
2. Well who says problems = Satan give de? Haha Challenges(problems) actually build you instead of weakening you IF you face them instead of running away. Well i must thank god for the challenges he gave me as stated above? Haha.. Finally thought through it and yeah! Im fine now! =D
1. Parents are being idiotic, unreasonable, dishonourable
2. Mrs Tan sux and im certain
3. Mr wong sux
4. School just sux
1. Parents are intefereing with everything and anything they want to in my life. What rights do they have? They disowned me these years. I survived on my income so low i cant even buy a peanut with it. Tuition, Piano? Im giving them up already. Waste of money since they refuse to pay for me. Fine with me. What rights do they have to intefere in my school work then. Having NOT to see me doing my homework during the holidays dosen't mean i dont do it right? Haiz.. Dishonouring their son in front of others. Would you do that? Saying how bad i am in front of all her friends. Geez..
2. Mrs Tan isnt a bad teacher but her teaching method just SUX. We aint the ones wasting the time. Its always the teacher who chooses to waste time. Why cant they just NOT care about people who misbehave or talk and just conduct the damn lesson. Great and the new Chem teacher aint teaching my group. Mr Wong is making us fail chem alright? Anw that new teacher seems not to be very well equipped with core values. Imagine someone who dosent even know your name staring at you because your finished with copying whatever she asked us to copy. Firstly, Where is the respect. She looked at me as if i were a gangster or what. Mrs Tan called my parents today. And great i got a scolding for nothing. Cant she just stop whinning and start winning. Call call call. CALL ALL SHE WANT.
Seriously la. My parents are starting to whine again. Curse you Mrs Tan. Go burn in hell.
3.Mr Wong is taking group B chem! WTH... Once he talks I bet ill fall asleep.
4.Overall, Change of seats, everything just sux for me. School is a lousy place ESP in GESS.. The legacy lives on. GESS contains unreasonable, selfish, useless teachers.
What about the "Good things"? Maybe not so good either..
1. Growing in God
2. Being a Blessing because of God's blessing
1. Well.. Its certain im growing in God already. Dont want this to last... God give me strength and Faith... Im getting all those challenges sometimes i wished they had never come to me.. But come to think of it, 0% experience = nothing gained. Maybe God afflicts me in hope that ill be a teaching to the world?
2. Well who says problems = Satan give de? Haha Challenges(problems) actually build you instead of weakening you IF you face them instead of running away. Well i must thank god for the challenges he gave me as stated above? Haha.. Finally thought through it and yeah! Im fine now! =D
8:53 PM; The Pianist'
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Contented? Not contented?
... Sometimes i ask myself. Is this personality what God wants of me or am I supposed to be something else. Im not perfect. Kinda discouraging everytime YK tells me something bad about me. Well.. Guess im not used to accepting my flaws in a desirable way. Somethings I think im not good enough. Sometimes I just hate myself for being me. Why why do I have to promise and yet not do it. God im sorry i failed you. Lord i failed you once again. My selfishness, my confusion. Why cant I be quick and decisive? God change me... Feeling really down these few days.. Problems of other people start pouring in.. Desires start to pour in too. I got less time for my games and i had to spend that time on others. God i really hope that I will be blessed with 5 new converts from Gess by end july. God i will do my best and I shant let you down. Thank you lord.
low self esteem?
A lil imbalanced in my case i guess.. I feel sometimes that im unique since many girls are going after me ^^ hehehe. Ok la joking haha. But ya.. I feel very... Insecure.. I dont understand myself at all perhaps. I hate my size my face and i hate the way I speak. Dont have the gift of approach i guess... Cant really relate to new believers well as Yk suggests. Guess im really scaring them away? I dont know really. I dont even know if im fit to be a shepherd of anyone. No i dont actually. Why? Why god... 3 new believers from queenstown.. What if i get one of them? Will i screw them up like i almost screwed Dennis? Lord i fear... Whatever it is, thank you Lord, for the wonderful friends you have blessed me with. Thank you for blessing me with such a shepherd, who reminds me of my flaws. God without knowing my flaws, how would I be able to change then? God another thing is that i really want to continue that habit of avoiding Vulgarities. God I think you for blessing me with a powerful testimony so I could share this miracle to people i meet. God Thank you for the gifts you have blessed me with, I will continue to use them wisely and upgrade them =D.
22/6/07
Swimming with YK
Haha went swimming with YK as stated... Though simple, but I've learnt a new principle and that is peserverence. Well, to discover the limits of the possible is to go beyond, into the impossible.Lol went to play Pool after that... Lolx I suck la lool but won at 9 ball later... Kekeke.. Went to eat Long John after that -.- Haha standard la... Central B legacy.. =D... God i thank you for the time we had together that day =D
23/6/06
Service lol DUH
Haha as i told u guys, theres 3 new converts from Queenstown so yeah haha... haha gotta watch myself oO... Fun day playing dota... Me and Jiao trashed with 0 deaths and many many kills... Nth to say la Neuberian Assassin and Anti mage vs Slardar and Crystal maiden... Cm is surely food lol... Kk enough le haha... Thanks Yk for reminding me my flaws. UPDATING SOME OTHER TIME =D CHEERS ^^
... Sometimes i ask myself. Is this personality what God wants of me or am I supposed to be something else. Im not perfect. Kinda discouraging everytime YK tells me something bad about me. Well.. Guess im not used to accepting my flaws in a desirable way. Somethings I think im not good enough. Sometimes I just hate myself for being me. Why why do I have to promise and yet not do it. God im sorry i failed you. Lord i failed you once again. My selfishness, my confusion. Why cant I be quick and decisive? God change me... Feeling really down these few days.. Problems of other people start pouring in.. Desires start to pour in too. I got less time for my games and i had to spend that time on others. God i really hope that I will be blessed with 5 new converts from Gess by end july. God i will do my best and I shant let you down. Thank you lord.
low self esteem?
A lil imbalanced in my case i guess.. I feel sometimes that im unique since many girls are going after me ^^ hehehe. Ok la joking haha. But ya.. I feel very... Insecure.. I dont understand myself at all perhaps. I hate my size my face and i hate the way I speak. Dont have the gift of approach i guess... Cant really relate to new believers well as Yk suggests. Guess im really scaring them away? I dont know really. I dont even know if im fit to be a shepherd of anyone. No i dont actually. Why? Why god... 3 new believers from queenstown.. What if i get one of them? Will i screw them up like i almost screwed Dennis? Lord i fear... Whatever it is, thank you Lord, for the wonderful friends you have blessed me with. Thank you for blessing me with such a shepherd, who reminds me of my flaws. God without knowing my flaws, how would I be able to change then? God another thing is that i really want to continue that habit of avoiding Vulgarities. God I think you for blessing me with a powerful testimony so I could share this miracle to people i meet. God Thank you for the gifts you have blessed me with, I will continue to use them wisely and upgrade them =D.
22/6/07
Swimming with YK
Haha went swimming with YK as stated... Though simple, but I've learnt a new principle and that is peserverence. Well, to discover the limits of the possible is to go beyond, into the impossible.Lol went to play Pool after that... Lolx I suck la lool but won at 9 ball later... Kekeke.. Went to eat Long John after that -.- Haha standard la... Central B legacy.. =D... God i thank you for the time we had together that day =D
23/6/06
Service lol DUH
Haha as i told u guys, theres 3 new converts from Queenstown so yeah haha... haha gotta watch myself oO... Fun day playing dota... Me and Jiao trashed with 0 deaths and many many kills... Nth to say la Neuberian Assassin and Anti mage vs Slardar and Crystal maiden... Cm is surely food lol... Kk enough le haha... Thanks Yk for reminding me my flaws. UPDATING SOME OTHER TIME =D CHEERS ^^
11:22 PM; The Pianist'
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
God what is this your making me go through? Lord you quenched my thirst for love with your love. You fed my hunger for understanding with your grace. What else can i ask of you? Lord you have been so kind and understanding. Your grace have guided me through obstacles i never thought i would overcome. Your love conquers all evils and tears the hearts of demons. God I am insulted, not living a life you want for me. Lord Im not a perfect person, Im a bad sinner, yet only you acknoledged as my father and friend. The world may not want me but Lord, your power is perfect in my weakness. Through it all, i will praise and worship you. Through all odds I want to be with you. Your love showers on me no matter where i choose to hide. God I thank you for offering Jesus to us as our saviour. God i thank you, devote to you and please bless my family and people. God I constantly go through humiliation by my brothers and parents. Looking at other families having a fun time together is what I crave for. Lord I pray that my brother will admit their mistakes next time and not push their responsibility to that of mine. God i thank you for your grace and mercy, help me live each day for you.
11:40 PM; The Pianist'
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Lol went sentosa today... Forgot to bring camera so haha sadly i have no pictures... =D... But it was damn fun lol... Played something like amazing race... But its like damn stupid la.. Our group went to the wrong station... Then completed it anyway and got to continue from there... But went back to where we were supposed to go in the end... zzz... But managed to finish it first la... THough we didnt win it cuz someone said it wasnt in order so we lost... Great my Mum complaining why im such an imperfect son again. GREAT. What has my future got to do with her since she dosent care a shit about me. Well enough about her... She totally spoint my mood to blog further. Anw.. The water bomb thing was stupid la... Abit boh liao.. Hit the girl so many times still not counted... They hit the floor splash abit to me only also counted... Then i hit direct not counted -.-... Haiz activities were screwed up for our group today... Lolx then Jasmine lost her specs in the sea... Like diao cannot find de once lost... zzz... Went to the adidas shop after all that crap... Played that Fooseball thing again... Haha... Home home... Home sour home... Boring bitter home... The place i dread to go, but am commanded to go. Its about time I showed them my worth. Brothers despice me, mum likes to condemn me till I have to get out of the house and settle my emotions alone. Now that i have god, things can be done diferently! Praise god! Well... Guess im going to blog some other time ba.. I go emo le...=[ bb...
11:41 PM; The Pianist'
Monday, June 18, 2007
Haha had a GREAT day today! =D... Went East Coast to cycle =D... Got 11th place in time crisis... For those who dont believe... its ISA with 7.4 million points =D... hmm Cycling was fun la haha... Except for the doubble bike thing with Chloe... Shes like 25 and im 47... In front keep going left and right... Super scary... Fell and my leg got numb for a few hours lol... Weight diff too much... Will go haywire... She with Jeron quite ok leh lol... Lol.. Went Macs after that... Ate the mc Wings in like first time in a year haha... Went walk walk ard... Sian QK go back so fast lol... Haha went walk ard at hereen and Cine... Played TIME CRISIS 2 LOL!!! Errm ppl if you ever want to think of playing tht, think again man... IT SUX! LOL!!! I finished it with a credit and it was my first time playing it. Dont even know how i got into 6th position some more LOL.
Well.. Chermaine just described me as a guy who is DIEING to get close to God, Gives good advice and has low self-confidence... Haha true la... Im really PISSED with my size and all... Haha but God gave me important tasks to take care of anyway! He made me an honourable PIONEERER =D... Haha Guess im tired le... Blogging later!!!
Well.. Chermaine just described me as a guy who is DIEING to get close to God, Gives good advice and has low self-confidence... Haha true la... Im really PISSED with my size and all... Haha but God gave me important tasks to take care of anyway! He made me an honourable PIONEERER =D... Haha Guess im tired le... Blogging later!!!
Today's Prayer:
Father i thank you for this wonderful day you blessed the group, with such fine weather and fun time with each other. May you bless us with 5 new believers from each school is Central B1 and i really pray that we will break 30 by end July. God We trust in your name and we live to glorify you, to lead blameless lives. God we serve you wholeheartedly and please continue to bless us with such attitudes to serve you oh God. In Jesus name i pray, AMEN 12:24 AM; The Pianist'
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Wa...5 ppl rejec t my church invatation le... Haha so sad... How to get 5 b end july like that!!! Cnnnot man Isaac!!! Must JIAYOU!!!
Hmm the day was boring without YK i guess.. Hmm wud like to start off blogging with today's sermon and my reflections...
~Really Who Am I~
John3:16
For god so loved the world, he gave his one and only son to die on the cross to pay for our sins, so that we can have eternal life in heaven...
Jesus did not die for JUNK! He died for YOU!
We are always insecure of ourselves, wanting to be somebody, Marked by BEAUTY
Who am i???
-How to have a healthy self image and not live in insecuirity?
1.Know what God says
God's love NEVER changes!
God is greater than our feelings.
Jeremiah 1:5
God loves you even if the world hates you.
We can live happily because God approves and accpets us. Thus, we dont have to be somebody else!
Do not listen to what magazines say!
We are WORTHY to serve God.
We get depressed as we listen to how the world looks at us.
Sometimes, our souls get tormented and scarred, as we feel unwanted and unaccepted. We always desire for someone to tell us they love and accept us. That desire, can only be fufilled with God's love.
Ephesians1;4
We do not need to have the approval of others, be cool, rich, strong to be loved. For God loves you,accpets you and shows it by giving his one and only son to die for our flaws. We are worthy of God's love and of our existance.
Thus, serve God with all your heart! We can live a life of glory in God! We CAN be an influence and blessing to the world because of God's blessing to us.
God gave us a spirit of power, confidence and victory, not failure and misery!
It is what that is inside you, makes you SOMEBODY. And, we have THE SPIRIT OF GOD inside us! How cool is that =D. WE have love, joy and peace, and what it takes to serve god.
God gives us what we need to bring him glory.
God does not give you things you do not need.
1 John 3:1
We are the children of the most high God.
So,let us reach out to others and share of God's amazing plan for you not only to build other's self esteem, but also because you love what God loves.
2. know what God loves
WE WANT TO BE LIKE WHO WE LOVE
Matthew 22:39
God loves you AND your neighbours
True beauty comes from the inside
Attractive lips speak words of kindness. Mesmerising eyes seek out the good of people. A slim figure derives from one who shares their food with the hungry. Beautiful hands Helps the fallen stand. Flawless feet are feet that walk confidently.
The more you want to be righteous, the more Satan will distract you.
The more you surrender, the more god will use you.
As we love others, we discover ourselves.
John 15:34-35
By loving others, we become God's diciple. Love is to share. Love the unlovable...
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
God never gives up on us.
Application[s]:
Hmm... Well God have told me through this sermon not to be so conscious of our own image. Well i have been complaining about my size and looks hehe... Well... Now i know... IM SOMEBODY because i am unique and i am able to bring Glory to God. And that i should'nt be distracted by satan in my walk with god, and not to stay in disappointment. =D
Hmm the day was boring without YK i guess.. Hmm wud like to start off blogging with today's sermon and my reflections...
~Really Who Am I~
John3:16
For god so loved the world, he gave his one and only son to die on the cross to pay for our sins, so that we can have eternal life in heaven...
Jesus did not die for JUNK! He died for YOU!
We are always insecure of ourselves, wanting to be somebody, Marked by BEAUTY
Who am i???
-How to have a healthy self image and not live in insecuirity?
1.Know what God says
God's love NEVER changes!
God is greater than our feelings.
Jeremiah 1:5
God loves you even if the world hates you.
We can live happily because God approves and accpets us. Thus, we dont have to be somebody else!
Do not listen to what magazines say!
We are WORTHY to serve God.
We get depressed as we listen to how the world looks at us.
Sometimes, our souls get tormented and scarred, as we feel unwanted and unaccepted. We always desire for someone to tell us they love and accept us. That desire, can only be fufilled with God's love.
Ephesians1;4
We do not need to have the approval of others, be cool, rich, strong to be loved. For God loves you,accpets you and shows it by giving his one and only son to die for our flaws. We are worthy of God's love and of our existance.
Thus, serve God with all your heart! We can live a life of glory in God! We CAN be an influence and blessing to the world because of God's blessing to us.
God gave us a spirit of power, confidence and victory, not failure and misery!
It is what that is inside you, makes you SOMEBODY. And, we have THE SPIRIT OF GOD inside us! How cool is that =D. WE have love, joy and peace, and what it takes to serve god.
God gives us what we need to bring him glory.
God does not give you things you do not need.
1 John 3:1
We are the children of the most high God.
So,let us reach out to others and share of God's amazing plan for you not only to build other's self esteem, but also because you love what God loves.
2. know what God loves
WE WANT TO BE LIKE WHO WE LOVE
Matthew 22:39
God loves you AND your neighbours
True beauty comes from the inside
Attractive lips speak words of kindness. Mesmerising eyes seek out the good of people. A slim figure derives from one who shares their food with the hungry. Beautiful hands Helps the fallen stand. Flawless feet are feet that walk confidently.
The more you want to be righteous, the more Satan will distract you.
The more you surrender, the more god will use you.
As we love others, we discover ourselves.
John 15:34-35
By loving others, we become God's diciple. Love is to share. Love the unlovable...
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
God never gives up on us.
Application[s]:
Hmm... Well God have told me through this sermon not to be so conscious of our own image. Well i have been complaining about my size and looks hehe... Well... Now i know... IM SOMEBODY because i am unique and i am able to bring Glory to God. And that i should'nt be distracted by satan in my walk with god, and not to stay in disappointment. =D
12:29 AM; The Pianist'
Friday, June 15, 2007
Oh lord my god.. I come to you today in confession of my sins and burdens which draws and drains me away from your presence. God may i ask and pray that the people will be touched by your great love through me. Lord i will do my 100% and I know you promised to give me your 100% if i give mine. God I really want to bring glory and see my fellow friends and family in heaven. God i pray for all gessians and i pray that my team will work closely with me. God i know you honour teamwork and peserverence, i will give 300% to you and i pray that we will experience a breakthrough like Fairfield did. Lord i dont mind if I will have to pray everyday, sacrifice my games and life for this. God you are truely great and i would like to end every day with praise and worship. God All this i pray in Jesus's name, Amen.
All creation cries to you
Worshipping in Spirit and in truth
Glory to the faithful one Jesus Christ God's son
All Creation gives you praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns for eternity
God is great and His praise fills the earth fills the heavens
And Your name will be praised through all the world
God is great sing his praise all the earth all the heavens'
cause were living for the Glory of Your name
the glory of your name
All to you Oh God we bring Jesus teach us how to live
Let your fire burn in us
That all may hear and all may see
Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings (x4)
This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me
I give You praise
all that I adore is in You
Chorus:
Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me
This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me
I give You praiseall that I adore is in You
Chorus
All creation cries to you
Worshipping in Spirit and in truth
Glory to the faithful one Jesus Christ God's son
All Creation gives you praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns for eternity
God is great and His praise fills the earth fills the heavens
And Your name will be praised through all the world
God is great sing his praise all the earth all the heavens'
cause were living for the Glory of Your name
the glory of your name
All to you Oh God we bring Jesus teach us how to live
Let your fire burn in us
That all may hear and all may see
Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings (x4)
This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me
I give You praise
all that I adore is in You
Chorus:
Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me
This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me
I give You praiseall that I adore is in You
Chorus
8:38 PM; The Pianist'
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Hmm Just came home from camp hahas... Very very very motivating camp... Fufilled all my objectives and God filled in me even more than what i could take! God told me of a deadline, which is to hit 20 by end January and 5 new believers by the end of July... God told me to bring Dennis back and he will make my decendants a numerous as the stars in the sky.
But God, i desire more.. More than even the countless stars in the sky. God you have been so great to me you have forgiven my sins whom have caused Jesus to face your wrath on my behalf. God i thank you for your unconditional love and what can i say or do? But commit this heart completely to you. God you have blessed me more than what i can even dream of Lord.. Thank you for blessing me with a good shepherd and a group i can grow in. God I really thank you for refreshing me with your word during this camp. Lord i will serve you all my days and i will bring an army of repentant sinners to your command. God i have made up my mind and i will have no regrets no matter how much sacrifice i have to make. Since Jesus have given up even his life, Giving up simple things like piano should mean nothing. God I thank you for this heart I have to commit in you, May you bless me and i pray i will accomplish the mission. God, i also pray for my fellow care group members, that they will also experience a breakthrough in their lives, and bring Glory to you oh God. Lastly i would like to pray for Chermaine, though i do not know how spiritual she is, but God i pray that she will diciple her sheep well and bring honor and glory to you oh God. Father you are great and your humble servant asks to glory you in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen..
Well i guess camp really made me realize the importance of outreach and fufilling his vision as fast as possible. SinceYK have told me that the last day of days may even come a week from now, we should all have a heart of deadlines and have a sense of urgency. I have made up my mind, I am going to do it, Im going to obey and fufil the great commision to my very best. Readers, you will be my witnesses, may I stumble, you are permitted to chase me with a knife =D.
But God, i desire more.. More than even the countless stars in the sky. God you have been so great to me you have forgiven my sins whom have caused Jesus to face your wrath on my behalf. God i thank you for your unconditional love and what can i say or do? But commit this heart completely to you. God you have blessed me more than what i can even dream of Lord.. Thank you for blessing me with a good shepherd and a group i can grow in. God I really thank you for refreshing me with your word during this camp. Lord i will serve you all my days and i will bring an army of repentant sinners to your command. God i have made up my mind and i will have no regrets no matter how much sacrifice i have to make. Since Jesus have given up even his life, Giving up simple things like piano should mean nothing. God I thank you for this heart I have to commit in you, May you bless me and i pray i will accomplish the mission. God, i also pray for my fellow care group members, that they will also experience a breakthrough in their lives, and bring Glory to you oh God. Lastly i would like to pray for Chermaine, though i do not know how spiritual she is, but God i pray that she will diciple her sheep well and bring honor and glory to you oh God. Father you are great and your humble servant asks to glory you in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen..
Well i guess camp really made me realize the importance of outreach and fufilling his vision as fast as possible. SinceYK have told me that the last day of days may even come a week from now, we should all have a heart of deadlines and have a sense of urgency. I have made up my mind, I am going to do it, Im going to obey and fufil the great commision to my very best. Readers, you will be my witnesses, may I stumble, you are permitted to chase me with a knife =D.
9:41 PM; The Pianist'
Friday, June 8, 2007
Lol Yk gave me his guitar yesterday... I really regretted not treating it with care, as I am, A very careless person... Had a very boring day today... Mark skipped the last CLC lesson cuz he overslept... Had nothing to do as he and YK went for their last shepherding... Went home instead lol... As i was playing time crisis today... Had no mood to play well.. Just anyhow shoot lol... Then purposely kena 3 hit... Too sian to play la... Haha YK wants to do some business in maple... Haha updating later ba... brb...
9:53 PM; The Pianist'
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Lol went for shepherding with YK today... ate 2 lunch today... surprised i culd finish my meal haha... Had Clc 1 ytd... was late cuz went out with parents to swim... Haha havent swam in years... Haiz learnt how to sustain spiritual strength, go forward and not backwards... Hmm bought a long sleeve shirt and a sleeveless jacket today... Ok la not much of a jacket but just somehting stylish lol... Haha wish those in CF ALL THE BEST!!!!
7:48 PM; The Pianist'
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Haiz going back to the stc group again!!! To Central B led by Elise!!! Hur hur... Back to where i nurtured from lol... Yk's following haha... I will miss the fairfield group!!! Haha... Missing Mark, joel, Jem, keith, Desmond, Jeron, Haoyang, Johnathan, Reynard, Chermaine. Hmm hope i still have contact with them la haha... Heard of a new convert from GESS today... Cant believe Thimothy converted haha... Though i dont really know him... But yeah wonder who his shepherd will be. Well i guess me and the CG is starting to miss Dennis alot... The shepherd has lost his sheep! But no problem... Haha though its really sad... Seeing someone you preached to, leave just like this... My efforts will not be wasted. Dennis will be back! HE WILL!!! Guess i have this in my previous posts too haha... Cant forget this issue ba.. Got soccer tmr... But i got piano... ZZZ la... Haiz update tmr ba...
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