thePIANIST

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Haiz i really feel useless yet i really care. God help me! I want to bring someone... God Ill do my best and i will never give up! But why are there just no fruits for ME? God i promised that i gave you my heart and soul. I gave that.. God why dont I see any fruits yet?? God please bless our caregroup lord...
Seeing others bring people easily makes me feel really useless... Though i tried to evax, to step out of my comfort zone to do things, there's still no fruits to be seen. My GESS contacts are ignoring me! God please aid me...
Sadly, i was still down with my sore eyes and i was unable to go to church today.. Heard of wonderful things and events too bad i cant be there to join them.. I MISS CHURCH OMG... Haiz... What to do... Now so late le... So tired after entertaining that contact Yk ledt me before he took his deep nap... GOD!! REFRESH ME AND GIVE ME A CLEAR PATH AGAIN! Lord im walking the path you have given me! Where isnt there yet any fruits??? I long for more god! I dont care how much burden i am going to bear but lord just wack. Come on. Just give it your best and give me all you can. GOD!!! I HAVEN'T HAD ENOUGH YET!!! GESS still isnt a unit!!! So what if theres 5 now. ITS NEVER ENOUGH. Lord i want 20 i want 30 i want 100! Can you bless me that. God we will serve you as a swarm of people with undying love for you. Thank you lord for your grace and mercy.

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