Thursday, November 15, 2007
Lol honour my parents? Honour them in order to get the rights to have a say in something? Honour someone who blames you for things you didnt do? Suspects you first if anything happens? Honour? Easier said than done.
I've lived in more bullshit than you guys have. I experienced loneliness for most of my life and till now you cant see much difference in me. Have I even improved? Man of God? I cant even honour them not that I dont want to, but I cant. I cant stand being used like a dog, taking up every single blame for every single small mistake. I cant stand them staring at my friends thinking that what kind of people would be my friend.
Yes you guys look at me as a monster, as someone you cant depend on, talk to when your down, bored, angry, whatever. Im just a person who just exists and longs so much to be recognized that i truely exist for a reason.
Corrinne May - On the side of me
I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to beon the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me
I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to beon the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you
I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth
‘Cause you choose to beon the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…
Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
10:02 PM; The Pianist'