thePIANIST

Sunday, November 11, 2007

This is so predictable. One leaving after another. Who except God can accept me for who I am and be my spiritual buddy or close friend? Im such a let-down and like they said, i cant even handle my sheeps. Even though i did not taught them to insult others, they claimed they learnt it from me and insulted me. Testimonies? What are they for? Should i just have burned it all away? It was pointless telling them anything because by doing so would make them see me in a different perspective. Im a bad shepherd for asking my sheep to go for shepherding, to correct my sheep? Haha i feel so stupid? Im dragging people into listening to my blabbering? Am i worth listening to? Haha yeah im not. What am i worth? All i know is that im something in christ, but so what can something do when nothing supports it? I have been alone all this while, with christ as my only vessel. I sail with only christ guiding me but why am I not reaching the promised land? Yes I am junk in your eyes, but so what? If you dont like it thats your problem? Dont look? Dont even insult? Whateve insults whatever crap you all said, you think i give a damn to even try to understand what your saying? Speak with some IQ?
I got no time to talk to people who cant even speak with the least respect for themselves. People who think higly of themselves but talk foolishly, having in mind that whatever argument they get into, they are never at fault. I apologized for someone insulting me? Does that make sense to you guys? Oh and someone thinks im trying to act pitiful. Im filled with stress nowadays and people just dont get it? I barely promoted to s4 and i need to study, play piano, go meeting. Oh maybe they were right that i should just slack and let someone be the Cl. Im human too? I make mistakes. And again, if you dont like it, do something about it instead of trying to insult me. Thanks kids for entertaining me so much. It just tells me one thing, that you guys have not matured at all.
Who agrees that kids argue like this. "you big fat liar, skinny piece of shit **** **** ****"
And how should someone matured react to this? "ok, alright. Anything else?"
By insulting others it just shows how much you love God. If you treasure the things of God and agrees that every creation is a wonderful masterpiece, nobody would be left out.

7:38 PM; The Pianist'

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