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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Haha realized i haven't really been blogging about anything. Time to blog perhaps...
Well had the sentosa outing today with the whole of central B.. Well it was a success because all of us participated and it didnt rain! (praise god!!!) Wahaha well i guess our secretive prayers worked a miracle. I remember praying last night and this morning as the last and the first thing to do respectively.. Thank god for today that our efforts of planning had not gone to waste!!!

Well its' been long since I started backsliding. Though im starting to pick myself up a little... Im no longer the isaac you guys knew perhaps. Im in a clear state right now that I really dont care if I screw up everything when i want to serve. I know where my problem lies and Im changing.
I dont care even if i don't become a Cl. I'll just say pick me use me, and Ill wait for his reply. I really dont care if I cant be a leader or what really. I am accountable to God for what I am doing and what I am to do. Christ has died on the cross, his blood washed away my sins. What am i to fear?

Do I fear failure?
Ive overcome that shit really. I dont care how much you guys wana condemn me but the past is the past. If you just wana bring up how bad a shit ass i was go ahead, cuz really, it just shows that you aint grown up =). Im not gonna look at myself as a failure, a past failure, or listen to whatever lies you all are gonna tell me. I am myself and I am the present, not the past.

Father in Heaven,
I pray only that I would be able to know more of you each day. I know that this is not possible without your help, so I will ask for your wisdom, for i know that nothing can be accomplished if not through you. If you say this is true, this is. I choose to trust in your perfect word and God i pray for an exciting year ahead.

8:23 PM; The Pianist'

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