Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Didn't go to school today.. Super sore throat and a bad fever.. Almost alright alr. Thanks to my mum, i think I'm gonna be sick for another few days.
Parents don't learn do they? All they do is whine about how bad life is for them and compare us to other kids, claiming that we're a nuisance compared to the mummy boys. Have they ever considered how we felt? They claim that we hurt them whenever we disobey. The damn question is, are we their dogs to begin with?
Yes its similar to that of God that it hurts him when we disobey him. But that kind of love is unconditional, not a scroll full of requirements. God never punishes us even if we disobey. He still redeems us and calls us his sons.
Do i have the right to compare now then?
My mum thinks everything she does is right, and im always wrong. Whenever i do something right, i never get any credit. I never hear praises or even encouragements. That seems to be what is expected. As if i was expected to be a perfect son who follows every order given. This is crap? She shots like a madman everytime shes back from work, my whole family practically blames that on me, and this really sux? I did nothing wrong to deserve this.
Blogging later (i hope)
5:47 PM; The Pianist'