Sunday, February 24, 2008
Oh well.. Time to blog again...
Life isn't getting better and instead getting worse.
School = Study stress ("o" levels)
Home = Mother stress
Church = CG08.
Overall, Balancing other activities, school work and miscellaneous stuff aint easy..
Currently, im not doing well in my studies, not too bad either. At home, im not doing well at all. I always have to quarrel with my mum and she always have to end my day miserable.
Lets take my coughing for an example. I stayed up late to study and she scolds me for not resting early. What has resting early got to do with healing of cough? Every idiot knows that someone who has cough shd just drink more water. What's more, she turned the TV on at a high volume and i couldn't even sleep properly. That was how i ended up my friggin day. I came home, got scolded cuz im coughin, and all sorts of shit you can imagine. Whats more, she keeps asking me to study? Like what the shit? I aint got time to even play and she asks me to study study study? Like im some sorta robot or what. She makes me wana swear seriously. Not giving allowance was quite enough already. I dont need nagger buggers to keep acting like they care.
Things aint getting better since i started praying about it ages ago. Oh well im still gonna trust that god has a way anyway.
Oh and sorry readers, cuz i think i really like to swear here.. Don't know where else to let it all go..
Haiz same thing happened this morning, i had to start my day miserable.
7am Sunday 2/24/2008
Mum: !@#$ wake up so early use wat com?
Isaac: doing project.. later going to work no time..
Mum: !@#$ la you can at night do right
Isaac: later somebody call me sleep again then do wat project. Anw, dad will want to use the come so why dont i just do it now?
Mum: then go ask papa let you use com la! (friggin loud tone early in the morning like 7am?)
Isaac: okok relax?
Mum: !@#$ later dun let me see you using com when i come back or you gonna get it from me.
Isaac: Cant you just talk nicely?
Mum: I am your mother and its up to me to choose how to speak
Isaac: Then dont blame me for being rude cuz you dont even respect me
Mum: Your my son so you should respect me
*endless argument follows*
Mum storms out of the house and scolds some really undesirable form of language.
Brothers stare and give me the shit face.
Yeah and that is what i always get. One noisy nagger bugger and followed by 3 other shitfaces for the rest of the day. And at the end of the day, i get another nagger bugger to bug me to do whatever stuff and another 3 shitfaces staring at me doing it.
I dont know what the hell is wrong with my family, but i seriously dont hate them, but i hate their attitude. Why cant they just accept me for being who i am? Im a christian so what? You said respect others but look at yourself! Ironic isnt it?
Oh well... I guess it cant be helped..
Played dota with church friends yesterday.. Pointless game having everyone quit after my invoker doubble killed and almost tripple killed -.-.. Oh well... They wanted to save money and had no mood to just end it anw..
Well, Yesterday's service and the previous week's services both made me tear. What can i say, i never experienced God in such a way since the last time which was months ago. like 8 months? Never really felt that way before ever again till last week and yesterday. Guess God really wanted to speak to me through the service that The cross really is significant and that i should actually do something about it and not just go around telling others im a frigggin christian yet i still sin against God. Well i realized how much that turning point means to one person as i reflected on my own. Perhaps, i would have had a better living condition at home if not for church, and i could earn lots of money by working. But amazingly and confidenly i tell you guys, I never regretted this. What is time and money when you can exchange them for eternity? What is fame and riches compaired to the blood of christ? Which is significant you say? Seeing the Death of your loved ones one by one crying all alone and die eventually, or living life to the fullest, knowing that your loved ones are waiting in heaven for you? I dont want to die leaving behind nothing, i dont want to die being rich and having too much money to spend, I dont wana die the top athelete, a world record holder, or anything people are just gonna break someday. I wana die changing something that is going to be of impact 100 years down the road. I want to live showing others that life is not just Eating sleeping playing sports and making money. Life can be to the fullest with christ centered in it. Life isnt just about passing on your genes to the next generation, but life is being a hero to the next generation. Life is all about making mistakes, learning, and passing it on. Well.. i dont know why i posted about this but i do hope that people who read it actually go and spare some time to think about it. I guess theres nothing more i can say, but let me end off with a song for you all..
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I haven’t felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin’ on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Oh oh oh oh oh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Cg later 3:30 at Clementi mrt.. Dont be late you guys!
Life isn't getting better and instead getting worse.
School = Study stress ("o" levels)
Home = Mother stress
Church = CG08.
Overall, Balancing other activities, school work and miscellaneous stuff aint easy..
Currently, im not doing well in my studies, not too bad either. At home, im not doing well at all. I always have to quarrel with my mum and she always have to end my day miserable.
Lets take my coughing for an example. I stayed up late to study and she scolds me for not resting early. What has resting early got to do with healing of cough? Every idiot knows that someone who has cough shd just drink more water. What's more, she turned the TV on at a high volume and i couldn't even sleep properly. That was how i ended up my friggin day. I came home, got scolded cuz im coughin, and all sorts of shit you can imagine. Whats more, she keeps asking me to study? Like what the shit? I aint got time to even play and she asks me to study study study? Like im some sorta robot or what. She makes me wana swear seriously. Not giving allowance was quite enough already. I dont need nagger buggers to keep acting like they care.
Things aint getting better since i started praying about it ages ago. Oh well im still gonna trust that god has a way anyway.
Oh and sorry readers, cuz i think i really like to swear here.. Don't know where else to let it all go..
Haiz same thing happened this morning, i had to start my day miserable.
7am Sunday 2/24/2008
Mum: !@#$ wake up so early use wat com?
Isaac: doing project.. later going to work no time..
Mum: !@#$ la you can at night do right
Isaac: later somebody call me sleep again then do wat project. Anw, dad will want to use the come so why dont i just do it now?
Mum: then go ask papa let you use com la! (friggin loud tone early in the morning like 7am?)
Isaac: okok relax?
Mum: !@#$ later dun let me see you using com when i come back or you gonna get it from me.
Isaac: Cant you just talk nicely?
Mum: I am your mother and its up to me to choose how to speak
Isaac: Then dont blame me for being rude cuz you dont even respect me
Mum: Your my son so you should respect me
*endless argument follows*
Mum storms out of the house and scolds some really undesirable form of language.
Brothers stare and give me the shit face.
Yeah and that is what i always get. One noisy nagger bugger and followed by 3 other shitfaces for the rest of the day. And at the end of the day, i get another nagger bugger to bug me to do whatever stuff and another 3 shitfaces staring at me doing it.
I dont know what the hell is wrong with my family, but i seriously dont hate them, but i hate their attitude. Why cant they just accept me for being who i am? Im a christian so what? You said respect others but look at yourself! Ironic isnt it?
Oh well... I guess it cant be helped..
Played dota with church friends yesterday.. Pointless game having everyone quit after my invoker doubble killed and almost tripple killed -.-.. Oh well... They wanted to save money and had no mood to just end it anw..
Well, Yesterday's service and the previous week's services both made me tear. What can i say, i never experienced God in such a way since the last time which was months ago. like 8 months? Never really felt that way before ever again till last week and yesterday. Guess God really wanted to speak to me through the service that The cross really is significant and that i should actually do something about it and not just go around telling others im a frigggin christian yet i still sin against God. Well i realized how much that turning point means to one person as i reflected on my own. Perhaps, i would have had a better living condition at home if not for church, and i could earn lots of money by working. But amazingly and confidenly i tell you guys, I never regretted this. What is time and money when you can exchange them for eternity? What is fame and riches compaired to the blood of christ? Which is significant you say? Seeing the Death of your loved ones one by one crying all alone and die eventually, or living life to the fullest, knowing that your loved ones are waiting in heaven for you? I dont want to die leaving behind nothing, i dont want to die being rich and having too much money to spend, I dont wana die the top athelete, a world record holder, or anything people are just gonna break someday. I wana die changing something that is going to be of impact 100 years down the road. I want to live showing others that life is not just Eating sleeping playing sports and making money. Life can be to the fullest with christ centered in it. Life isnt just about passing on your genes to the next generation, but life is being a hero to the next generation. Life is all about making mistakes, learning, and passing it on. Well.. i dont know why i posted about this but i do hope that people who read it actually go and spare some time to think about it. I guess theres nothing more i can say, but let me end off with a song for you all..
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I haven’t felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin’ on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Oh oh oh oh oh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Cg later 3:30 at Clementi mrt.. Dont be late you guys!
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