thePIANIST
Monday, March 31, 2008

This time, i blog not for good news, but for the bad news.
Last minute plannings comming from different people over the past weeks.
#1 - Last minute biology class after school
#2 - last minute notice for peer tutoring for biology on saturday mornings
#3 - Last minute notice for Geography classes after school on wednesday. (As usual, derek walks in, shakes his ass and says ," ther will be geography lesson at 2:30 [like 30 minutes away] after school. Attendance is compulsory.) Thats a typical teacher you get in GESS btw..
#4 Last minute notice that i HAVE to be there for a dying old man whom i do not even know or seen before. (This caused me to miss shepherding for yet another time)

Father in heaven,
I pray that my schedule will not be filled with last minute outings, church activities, school activities or other things and lord i pray with faith that all this will be cleared for they obstruct me from my walk with you. Father i pray with faith that this situation will be turned around and i pray that you will grant me a fruitful time ahead. In jesus name i pray, Amen

Back to that dying old man part. To be precise, hes my father's father's brother's son if im not wrong.
#1 i've never seen him before
#2 We arent that related are we?

After a long heated argument with my parents, i come to a conclusion that my parents are just impossible to persuade, boring, selfish and self-centered people.

3/31/2008 Monday
*PHONE RINGS*
"hello your mum here. We will be visiting your grandpa's brother's son's ward today and we are setting off at 8pm. Please be home by 5" Says mum -.-
"This is a little too last minute.. Have you considered if i have any plans already? Whatever it is, i cant make it" -Me
"I dont care what kind of plans you got. If i said you must go, you better go. Besides, your gonna be home anyway, so why cant you go?" Mum >.<
"You dont find this unreasonable do you? All you say is i have to make it to some dying man's death party and expect me to be there for some dying man i never even seen or heard of before? You expect me to cancel all my events and go to somewhere im so unfamiliar with and expect me to be there?" me...
"I dont care what reasons you have. If you dare to skip this, ill disallow you to go to church or even do your whatever bible reading at home. Got me?" mum says..
------------------------*phone hangs*-----------------------------

Unreasonable, but what can I do?



7:26 PM; The Pianist'

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Oh well.. my first knockout floorball match against 4H tomorrow..
If we win, we will move on to fight 4h [2] next.. How lame is that -.-... Oh well.. I pray that i can win both so my team can get into the finals! I hope that i will be very prepared tomorrow so that im in the optimal condition to win it =D..
Father in heaven,
I pray that you will keep my health and physical condition in optimal performance so that i can perform well at the prelimary rounds of sports fiesta tomorrow. I pray that i will help my team to the best i can to win the matches and get into the finals. I pray that my team will also play well and let no-one score in our goal. Father i pray with faith that you can supply me with the source of all skill required to win the tournoment. In jesus name i pray, Amen



9:57 PM; The Pianist'

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Look at the video posted on the website..
http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/

Sick isnt it? How people actually skin the animals alive. The worst part is that they are still alive even after being skinned. Yuck.. Skinned racoon staring at the camera, covered in blood and laying alongside a heap of racoon corpses. Makes me wana vomit-.-..

Oh well that was random...

Had floorball just now.. Surprisingly, i dont feel tired now... Oh well... Scored a few today.. still think i suck la zzz... Dont feel like sleeping yet.. Killing time by blogging lols... Hope my team can win the sports fiesta man.. Miss that medal!
Ah.. Nothing else to blog le la.. Let me end with a prayer as usual..

Father in Heaven,
I do not ask for much, but i just ask that the prayers that my caregroup members are going to make would be answered. I pray that everyone in the group will experience you firsthand and i pray for healing, lord that i know that there are some of us who are spiritually fatigued. I pray that they will be refreshed, may you be their source of strength to depend on. Father i pray lastly for the events that are going to occur in the march holidays, that they will be successful and achieve its purpose. Father i pray all this in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen



11:24 PM; The Pianist'

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Lol realized I havent blogged for some time... Well.. Decided to blog about my dilemma right now..
1. Go to school on friday and miss floorball, have a bad day there, sulk, miss fellowship
2. Not go to school and Risk being scolded by Teachers, risk demerit points, Risk argument with parents, risk detention classes, go for floorball, enjoy my day, Smile, Fellowship.

What to do???? I asked my mother and she was like NO CANNOT. Freak la... I hate it when people give me a NO for an answer and dosen't explain why. It just makes me feel abused. I hate being taken advantage of when i always follow through if my parents simply did not agree. Its time to change? I hate questioning myself why they might not allow me to do things but i feel that i have the rights to choose what i want? A few days ago i was writing an essay about "Freedom". It reminds me of how much pain I had to go through to get it today. Even today, my parents still act like they care alot for me. They took my ATM card, and only gave me a portion of my earnings. Might as well stop working? Everything i do seems require their permission. I hate it.
Back to the freedom part. Dont you find it senseless that most parents would just say "No" to a simple request and refuses to say why? What they say would probably be," you will know why one day", OR "Because i said no". I think such ways of saying NO is probably the dumbest things a parent will do.

#1 It obviously makes the child question about WHY NOT
#2 It will make the parent-child relationship worse.
#3 It an obvious abuse of authority.

Oh well... Just had an argument with my Mum. Frikin not understanding la.

Me: Can i study at home on friday? The school programme is redundant and pointless..
Mum: NO
Me: Its useless for me.. I'd rather study a whole day at home than stay in school till 9... Or visit some crappy New water plant.
Mum: Its a school day. MUST GO.
Me: Id rather study at home.. Its more productive...
Mum: I said go means must go.
Me: Its not you who is going of course you would say no. Why wont you just try to understand my situation?
Mum: I said go ah dont argue.

*Arguement ends as i didnt wish for any bullshit to continue*

*A good example of retarded child handling*

Cant stand this... Im gonna end with a prayer..
Father in heaven,
I pray that my parents could understand me better and allow me to make my own decisions, and do what i want to do with their blessings. I do not wish to go against them, but all i ask is permission to do what is rightful, no matter the consequences i may bear, i will not bear grudges against them, and i promise to take care of myself. I pray that things would turn out better this time, for lord, i long for you to answer my prayer. This prayer i never stopped praying.. Father may you help me in any miraculous way, change the perception of my mother. I pray that I will be able to skip the programmes in school that will last till a very late hour, as time could be spent more productively. I pray all this in your name, Amen



10:37 PM; The Pianist'

Tuesday, March 4, 2008


Evo3 Bubble 26.. Yeah thats what i bought in the end...



10:32 PM; The Pianist'

Monday, March 3, 2008




Choice #1






Exel Scream 3.6 Round

Description:
This may look like an oversized candy cane to you, but this 95cm, composite shaft is equipped with the Mega-Tähkä blade. Invented by the famous Janne Tähkä, this seems to be the new King of zorro blades. With a distinct 'hook', it has a much deeper concavity or 'ball pocket' for those tricky 'zorro' moves. Together with a flex of 36mm, ball control can never be better. Even Santa Claus will be screaming to have this candy cane.

Choice #2




Unihoc Skylight S5, S3, S1


Description:
Skylight S5, S3, S1 comes in blue, Yellow and Magenta respectively. The only difference is that, Skylight S3 is from the pistol range. All the Skylight shafts are lightweight and well-balanced, somewhat similar to the TWS and Air light shafts. Skylight S5 and S1 have round grip shafts while Skylight S3 has an oval grip shaft. As the name illustrates, The Skylight is light in weight, making the forehand shots more powerful and accurate.


Choice #3


RAD 26 Pistol Red


Description:
This stick is similar to Skylight S3. The difference is that the RAD 26 has a flex of 26mm while Skylight S3 has a flex of 29mm. In comparison, RAD 26 has a better shooting power than Skylight S3. The pistol grip gives us the feeling of firmer grip as compared to round grip.


Other choices are Blast sticks...

#1 Ignite


The lightest shaft of the Blast collection. So light it makes you forget you are holding it. Designed for technical players who appreciate light weight and increased shaft flexibility.

#2 Ice Flector


Icy colours and a thin grip shaft with flexible composite shaft. D-Blaster blade ensures good touch to the ball without loosing superior energy transfer from the shaft to the ball.
The thin grip shafts provide better grip for women, juniors and technical players of all skill levels.

#3 Yazer Ice

Yazer Ice’s graphic designs cherish the style of 70’s. This super light carbon shaft with the shaped, middle rib technology G-Blaster blade has all the flowers you need.

So far thats all I have in mind for my second stick, but i guess the Excel scream 3.6 round is my preffered choice..

Well blogging later.. going downstairs with my mum -.-...




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