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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Well.. Many things happened over the period of these 2 days. Yesterday was service as usual.. But I walked out as a different person. I began to realize how much i have sinned.
The words pastor Jeff spoke, "Isn't it utter treason not to bring salvation to your family members?"
It Hit me right in the face and i broke out crying.
He also said, " My mum keeps every card i write for her"
This made me question myself, when was the last time i did something like that?
I walked out of nexus as someone who utterly hated his family, to someone who slowly develops compassion and forgiveness for whatever harm his family had done unto him.
I began to realize the importance of bringing salvation even to those who have hurt us deeply, and to show the love of God wherever we go, whatever the situation.

Father in Heaven,
I pray that as I convict myself to do the things you have called me to do, and be the man you called me to be, may you bless me in the things I do and may I experience you through a two way prayer Daily. Father I pray that you will cleanse me of my sins, for i have sinned against you. Lord i commit my life unto your hands, in Jesus name, Amen

Well had stop meeting today.. Taught an ultra short lesson on spiritual truths. It was a lesson meant for follow ups but I needed to turn it into something for Spiritually older people as confirmation was such.. Oh well.. I guess it all went smoothly.
Went walking around Plaza Singapura to kill time. Last stop was to trumpet praise, which i spent all my remaining money on a book named, "Dialogue with God".
I guess i really needed it in the sense that it could help me have perfect faith that God is existant and that im actually praying to someone. The book writes about how to open up the door to a two way prayer. I find a direct revelation more effective than just hearing it secondhand. Though i spent the rest of my money buying that book, i thought it was worth it because i could pass this down to the caregroup.
Okay my mum is nagging again >.<. I guess tahts what she live for anyway.
Lets end off with another prayer.
Father in Heaven,
As i live each day, may you prompt me out of sin, that i may be salt and light to the world. Lord I pray that you will speak to me directly that i might recieve a vision for my group. Lord i pray that cg08 will be be done. In Jesus name, Amen

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