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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Back to blog again.
Well can't really say Im all fine and good now, but don't worry, the thoughts of backsliding have already faded away.
I bet most of you guys are disappointed in me already. As a CL, i shouldn't be having these thoughts or even thinking so lowly of myself. I'm fine now, the suicidal thoughts have long been erased from my mind. Now i just wana move on, letting the past go behind me.

Father in heaven,
I pray today with faith and conviction, that I after today, i will be a new creation in you. No matter what I have done and what has happened, i just wana re-commit my life to you. Forgetting the past, and striving onward. I admit my wrongdoings and i offer you my apologies, for i have defied you and brought shame to your name as i had committed those sins. Lord cleanse me once again, with the blood jesus has offered. Cleanse me, make me new. All this i pray in the name of jesus, Amen

Over the 2 days, i have thought of everything i have done as a non-believer and things i did as a christ-follower. I reflected upon the times i defied God and the times i was so eager to learn. It's just amazing how God's love have changed me. Though not totally, but slowly, gradually and surely.
"Never will i leave you, never will i forsake you"
This verse is so simple yet so true. God will never let us go.

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