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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Back to blog abit..
Didnt go to school today.. Stayed at home to study.
My mood is kinda bad right now. Mum's smashing things for no reason again. And worse still. I was studying. The aura at home is so bad, i cant even study. And she asks me to try to adapt to it. How? When your even deliberately disturbing me from studying. And worse still, your attitude have influenced me not to have the mood to study at all.
I dont think this is fair at all. I want to study at home but i just cant. Msn, console games, Mum, Dad, worse still, my brother.
"When did you become to hardworking?"
My mum would smash things around, come and dee siao me once in a while and ill get irritated, i lose track.
This is pissing me off once again.
And now, shes sighing away, for no good reason again. Probably cuz i aint in the mood to study and blogging instead? This family is tearing apart, and i dont even know why.

Dad's on his computer playing his freecell almost 8 hours a day.
Dulan lor. She walk pass smash thing again. Then bey song i using com. What the heck? She make so much noise how she expect me to study? I dont understand at all?

Father in heaven,
I come to you today troubled and tired of this world. The responsibilities that my life is bound to are killing me. My responsibility as a student, and also your child. I suffer today in your name, but I am glad that i have recieved ten times the amount of blessings. I have endured the trails you have placed me in, and you have revealed yourself true to me all this while. Thank you for your Gift to me, i will greatly treasure it. Jesus how can I ever say enough, how amazing is your love? Even death could not hold you down. How can i even say, that I am suffering when you bore the cross and died for all of us? My suffering is nothing compared to what you have done for me.
Thank you God, for the amazing grace. Lord i pray today, that you will aid me in my studies. You have made me less academically inclined, but i believe so that you can help me overcome this stressful period. My enemies lie before me, but Lord i know you are with me and that is all i need to know. Who can be against me when you, the God who stops the rain, the God who can move mountains, the God who Loves his people unconditionally? God i place 100% trust in you. In jesus name, Amen

Yesterday's prayer meet was good. I was very afraid when i got the word from God. I was certain it is.. 2 corinthians 1:5
For the more we suffer for christ, the more God will shower us with his comfort through Christ.

I guess the word applied to me as well. Thank you God.

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