Saturday, February 7, 2009 
          
          
            
            Talk to me Talk to me Talk to me Talk to me please... 
This feeling.. This living hell. Only you can pull me out of it. You, the one who promised security, assurance, victory. Only you can fulfill your promise. 
Did I not make an oath to serve you for the rest of the days of my life? Did I not give you my life for your will? Did I not give it all for the sake of the kingdom? Have you abandoned me? 
I do not dare to walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Your rod and your staff, they're gone. I have fallen prey to my many enemies. The shadow of death lingers upon my path. Here I am fallen, unable to stand up due to my own stupidity and inability. But you my shepherd, is the only one who is able to pick me up. Don't leave me. You know I can't live without you..
I can't feel you there. Perhaps it is me that have been blinded? 
No sleep 
 No sleep until I am done with finding the answer 
 Won't stop 
 Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer 
 Sometimes 
 I feel I going down and so disconnected 
 Somehow 
 I know that I am haunted to be wanted 
 I've been watching 
 I've been waiting 
 In the shadows all my time 
 I've been searching 
 I've been living 
 For tomorrows all my life 
 In the shadows 
 In the shadows 
 They say 
 That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe 
 But I 
 I rather kill myself then turn into their slave 
 Sometimes 
 I feel that I should go and play with the thunder 
 Somehow 
 I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder 
 I've been watching 
 I've been waiting 
 In the shadows all my time 
 I've been searching 
 I've been living 
 For tomorrows all my life 
 Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something 
 Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher 
 I've been watching 
 I've been waiting 
 In the shadows all my time 
 I've been searching 
 I've been living 
 For tomorrows all my life 
 I've been watching 
 I've been waiting 
 I've been searching 
 I've been living for tomorrows 
 In the shadows 
 In the shadows 
 I've been waiting
             
             10:58 PM; The Pianist'