thePIANIST
Saturday, July 11, 2009
You can just screw me all you want. I don't care. Your a friend i cannot bear to see dead. Get it?
Life sucked. Life sucked really bad. Things fell on me real hard, and im tired and sick of this world. I was stuck at AMK with ike yesterday with no last train or bus to bring me back home. We ended up sleeping at macs. Luckily nobody chased us out.. Woke up at 4am today and trust me i ached all over.
Home is just so effin boring. Seriously. My mum just never stops nagging i feel like just signing a wireless internet and come home late everyday just stay in sch and use the damn internet. Mum nags everyday im at home, whatever i do just doesnt frikin please her. I dont need to anyway. Screw this life. Screw this family who doesnt care. Screw the fact that my friend thinks im fake. Screw the fake relationships we had. Im tired of this world.
I go to school, study and tire the hell out of myself, then leave, go home and rot and get nagged at. You think i face no fucking stress at all? I had enough! Even friends are leaving me. Who can i talk to? Who can i fucking depend on? And you tell me you wana break this friendship because you dont treasure it. Fine. Everyone is screwing with me. This world is screwing with me. Who can i really talk to? Who can i really share my joy with? I wana listen to your stupid problems. I wana listen to your nonsense. Why? Cuz i dont wana lose a friend like you. I cannot afford it anymore because i know even if its fake, ill never find myself another like you. So damnit stop telling me ur not worth being a friend of. Dont tell me u wana murder yourself. Stop this rubbish. Its killing urself and me. Dont be a suicide bomber asshole. You have people who love and care about you.
Who wants to be my friend? I have none.
7:20 PM; The Pianist'
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Shane from RP class w35a
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