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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Ok i have really been wanting to tell alot of people some things ive been keeping inside me so.. Im just gonna do it here. Hope it finds its way to its rightful owner.
Im not gonna include any names so you guys can go ahead and guess who im referring to..

To: Someone
Whats the point of giving in to you all the time?

I kinda really had enough of you. Though I know you dont read my blog, all the more im gonna post about it. I kinda hate how ur treating me now. Im not a dog or a slave you know. I have a life committed to no-one, answerable to no-one. So in case you think Im like you, who just whines all day, no im nothing like you.

You know i thought you could have been a close friend of mine, but really, the things you say, and the things u do, just aren't making things easier for the both of us. Im sick and tired of going to school with someone who does not treasure friendship. Im gonna miss the crappy shit we often spoke of but my friend, im so sorry. Your really not someone i can share stuff with.

I wont forget that phone call today. You just fucking dissed me.

To: Once a best friend

You know, the times we spent together arent just gonna vapourise. The nights we tonned together, the nights we kicked cats, played basketball way pass midnight, drank and ate deserts till our brains froze,the nights we were really emo and just wanted chill? I remember them vividly as they flashback to me once again. I miss you dear friend and ill never forget you.

I guess school has really drifted us apart and so sorry ive not been trying hard enough to patch up this dying friendship. Hope to talk to you soon anyway!

To: Close friend

Dude you probably will know who im talking about. Please don't follow in my shoes. I really invested alot of time and effort to make sure you realized who you really were. So dont follow what im doing now cuz your just gonna end up like me, grumpy about everything. You know what? God loves you, and you dont hate him. So no matter what has become of me, dont give up what you have been chasing all along. I may be out of the race, but dont forget me friend, ill always be there for ya.

Sorry that i fucked up yeah. Thank you for putting up with me sometimes and really, thanks for the times back last year. Study hard and honour your parents! mummy boy =).

To: Once a brother

Sorry that i havent been a very good example to you. However i have influenced you, please learn only the good stuff. Don't forget the times we spent together kid. I hope to see you strong in christ yeah?

Gambate!

To: Once a friend

Sorry i fucked up. Big time? I guess. You probably wouldn't recognize me anymore because I've really changed so much. Thanks for your investment in me but im sorry to say, im out of this race. I ran it strong and steady at first, but I fell, and nobody was there to pick me up. Sorry to say, i've grown tired and the anger i have against him has increased over the months.

You dont call no more, you dont care no more. So im just gonna say here, thanks for the memmories.

To: Best friend

Thanks for everything. It would have been hell without you here.

with <3,
Shane.

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