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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Stop im hurting again.. Im really hurting now.. Why wont this feeling just go away? Why cant we stay this way? Why cant I just accept the fact that its not very possible? Why cant I just back off and let time slowly heal my wounds? Why am i hurting myself and drowning myself in self-pity? Why am i even thinking again? I hate the way things are now, the way I am. Im losing control of myself.

Ton-ned with dennis at bukit merah macs yesterday. Had a good time talking about life.
Reality is still as cruel as it is. I thought something could have satisfied me for the rest of my life. A truth i used to choose to devote my life to, became a heap of ashes as time went by. It was real to me, but it doesnt matter anymore, because they are gone now. You are gone now.

Whoever is up there, do whatever you want with me, because im already dead in my own world.

我望向你的臉, 卻只能看見一片虛無

我很想你, 你知道嗎?

3:59 PM; The Pianist'

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