thePIANIST

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Trying to salvage what seems lost.

The tremendous and overwhelming loss of friendship ever since I left youth is still haunting me. Didnt end on a high note, and didnt go to tertiary that excited after all. A friendship that took countless of train rides, outings, care and time is slowly fading. Feeling dry already. God is that you making my life so miserable? Why did you save me in the first place? Why me and not another? Why make me tear for you? Why fight so hard to keep this friendship intact? I cant feel you there anymore. I cant hear whatever it is your trying to tell me. Im dying of boredom in this world which im stuck with alone.

You know i feel terrible. So stop making me cry.
Ill fight hard.. to protect whatever i can.

Im still crying quietly under the same ceiling i see everyday.

11:52 PM; The Pianist'

thePIANIST;

Shane from RP class w35a

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Hates rappers

ur hates here

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Someone

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